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I considered myself a normal person but could I be having some traits without knowing? Would these things count:

The French class incident
It was my senior year of HS and my goal was to get an A (I had a B+) in that class. I've been borrowing and stealing some extra credit tickets for a while. The teacher found out. She was probably in her 70's at the time.
The following day, she told me ''Tu m'as blessé beaucoup''. I knew that meant ''You hurt me a lot''. She then goes on a long explanation of how she had migraines, couldn't sleep well and even cried upon finding out I would cheat.
Needless to say, I just stared into space and left the classroom. I thought it was an overreaction and worth laughing. I thought to myself ''at least I got my A''.

Stealing small things
I was 6 years old the very first time I (knowingly) stole a small tattoo bag and hid it underneath my jacket. My mother found out and just told me not to do it again. I would continue sometimes stealing small things all the way till I was 17. I was a bit of a kleptomaniac.
Though in 8th grade, someone dared to steal a CD package and I did. I got caught and started crying because I didn't want to get suspended. I still got suspended for 5 days. I actually did feel bad on that particular occasion.

Cheating on some exam during my early school years
Sometimes I didn't feel like studying. I would cheat and not feel bad about it.

Only twice I was cruel but felt bad afterwards
I was 7 years old and once cut out a small lizard's tail, only a small portion. I felt bad and let it go.
The second incident (same age), involved putting it against a hot lightbulb for a second. I was curious about what it does if it feels pain. I saw it shaking and felt bad. I let it go. Never did any of those things again. I would just collect them in a jar and feed them.

Then lastly is compulsive lying online without feeling bad. I'll never see these people in real life.