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I'm technically married but separated from my wife, to cut a long story short we was together for 12years,10weeks ago I suffered a nervous breakdown because I stupidly tried to bury instead of confront PTSD issues I had, I ended up being put in a crisis house some miles away, wife said she loved me and was gonna support me, but swiftly moved all my stuff out instead when I wasn't there to my parents house and told them I'm not to contact her again.
I was shocked at this, we rarely argued and I was at my lowest, I lost my house, car, job, pets, everything basically overnight. I hadn't really bothered with my mates over the years because she was my best friend and that's all I needed.
Now, I've been put in a hotel and i'd say the hardest thing for me to deal with right now is the lonelyness, I started seeking new friends via a chat app and met a great girl from California who works as a nurse, (I'm in the UK) she's 10years younger than me but we really seem to have a connection, she's well out of my usual league, we chat everyday and my feelings towards her are getting stronger and stronger, I feel she feels the same as she's talking about booking flights in Jan/Feb to come and see me. The problem is my confidence, I know I've got absolutely nothing to offer her and i know she can do much better than me, afterall, I'm 38 and have NOTHING, haven't even got my health at the moment because I've got a badly trapped nerve in my back which effects my mobility at present. I haven't hidden anything from her including the fact I may be homeless when the coronavirus dies down (hotel payed for by the council because the homeless aren't allowed on the streets at present)
I just want to know, from a female perspective, out of all the people she could get with in the world has she picked me? I have more baggage than British Airways.
The other issue however is the wife, she decided last week she wants me back and I told her to do one, was that wise given my present circumstances?