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28F & I haven’t ever been in a LTR, I saw someone for a few months when I was 23 & that felt like settling. The bar is set even higher now & I’d rather be single than in a mediocre relationship. Ever since I was a teen I always felt like a lot of the girls were boy crazy & were so hyped about sex I thought they were overreacting. I thought I was a late bloomer & figured that feeling would happen to me eventually but it still hasn’t. I never really felt the pressure to date until I was close to graduating HS/ starting college & even then I had this feeling that felt kind of ick. I still do & the fact that I don’t care about sex at all to this day makes me think about asexuality. But I battle between not being sure if I actually want companionship, hence I use the dating apps very casually. Overthinking it & deep down does it just sound like I haven’t found the right person?

Story time! One time when I went to the emergency room for extreme abdominal pain, I was admitted to triage immediately as my blood pressure was quite high due to the amount of pain I was in. I had an IV line put in the nurse doing it said she was flushing it with saline, she did so. Then she said she's just going to give me a strong anti inflammatory which should help with my pain into my IV. She did so and then also gave me some valium to calm me down (I was excessively shaking). My pain didn't subside, after hours (like 3-4) someone asked how I was doing and I said I'm still in pain. Then they gave me morphine.

I was discharged early morning and looked at my discharge form the next day. The "strong anti inflammatory" was a placebo. I don't think I have ever been so pissed off in my life. I spent hours in pain and crying to be an experiment.

Have you ever been treated with a placebo?