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I requested this girl almost a year ago, and we got talking and we connected right away. We got through the casual conversation and she opened up to me about her issues with family, her ex, and issues she was going through.
The only downside was she was two hours away going to college, but we had been in highschool together. She came down for Thanksgiving, but we couldn't get together, but she stopped by my work on black Friday with her family to say hi.
We kept talking and I thought we were getting really close and I connected with her so much, I even told her I was falling for her. We were supposed to spend her month break together through December and January. The day she came down, I changed to an opening shift, went to pick her up, even brought her roses, and she was a completely different person. She wouldn't say anything to me the whole ride.
While we were having dinner, she said she just had a migraine, and afterwards she asked me to take her home. She said that she felt terrible, but she wasn't over her ex like she thought she was, and she didn't feel ready to date me. She thought she was, and I could tell she was really upset.
I had the love of my life reject my marriage proposal earlier that year, and I knew her pain.
I gave her a brief kiss on the cheek and told her I understood. She hugged me several times and went back inside her parents place.
Over the next two months, she barely talked to me. She'd say she'd come over to see me, but would cancel. She'd talk to me about her ex over and over and she agreed to some plans for Valentine's day, but cancelled those too.
I was sad and she got mad at me for being sad and snapped at me, and at that point I had enough.
I unfriended her on Facebook, and after not hearing from her for a week, I blocked her and never heard from her.
It's been since March, and I felt bad for what I did, I felt guilty and gave into my friends and requested her last week, and she immediately denied it
I don't feel I was wrong Was I?

To clarify, I'm 19, in my first year of college, and have never had a girlfriend prior to this.

My college has an art club, and though I usually don't join clubs, and never have in elementary, middle, or high school, I decided to, since I'm open to being more social than I was in the past.

And the club itself is fun. I mean what can I say? We get to draw, and everyone in the club seems supportive and friendly for the most part.

One girl, though, a pretty blonde with fair skin, started to talk and open up to me right away. I'm usually an introvert, but once she started talking to me, I talked back to her. I guess I noticed little hints she liked me. She would smile and laugh often, even when what I said wasn't necessarily funny. Sometimes she would come close to me for no exactly good reason, like to tell me what I could improve on my drawing, she'd get up and stand right next to me, to the point where I could smell her perfume and feel her hair on my face.

I mostly brushed it off as her just being friendly though.

Till one day, as we were walking out of the club meeting room, she told me she really liked me and wanted to go out on a date with me. And so we did.

We mostly just sort of walked around together, talking. We stopped by a few places to get snacks such as ice cream. Then we stopped by her home. And so on and so forth.

We had a great time and I felt as if we've grown closer. And we've hung out several times since, and at this point it's more about spending time with someone we love, than "dating."

But whenever I'm near her, I feel a bit nervous all the time. Though every time I make a mistake, she just smiles, brushes it off, and comforts me. She also hugs me a lot, leans up against me, sometimes lays down on me, wants me to spoon her, etc. And I've never touched someone in my life so much prior to her. My family isn't touchy feely, nor have any of my friends been.

I love her but sometimes feel she's too good for me.