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l think many of us know them.
"You are cute"
"You are handsome/beautiful/pretty"
"You are attractive"
"I will write to you" or "I will contact you"
"I like you"
"I love you"
"I will not leave you"
"You are a great guy/girl"
"You'll find someone"

And nothing. No results. Nada. Still Single and unloved. Being ghosted. Getting used to it. Why am I not surprised?

Can't trust words. I trust actions. Actions speak louder than words.

In my opinion, this Christian household is an anti-fat, anti-black, and anti-gay cult

My mom has a very narcissistic tone and attitude and my stepdad has very bigoted beliefs about gay people and thinks black people shouldn't speak up for their beliefs (though he isn't a blatant racist and certainly doesn't use the hard-er N-word... at least not when I'm around). Both parents are very Christian, very right-wing (though they claim to be "centrists" my butt!!!) and very hesitant to most truths. I might soon give up on my Christian beliefs as I move out in the next few years, but I'm still not sure whether I should attempt to leave religion. I know every Christian is different and that there are even different sections of Christianity. Most of my peers across an area of L. A. I live in are either Christian, Catholic, or Muslim.

I took a lot of influence from my stepdad in 2016 regarding his immigration stance and LGBT stance and started misbehaving and calling people names (sometimes racial and homophobic names) and got expelled once from school in 2017 for threatening to shoot and kill a teacher and all the students, called the teacher a n[censored]r, a f[censored]t and a b[censored]h

To give a little bit of an introductory, I am an autistic 21-year-old living in California (raised partially in Nevada). I have a hard time conversating with women in a proper way especially verbally, besides the basics such as "You're gorgeous!" and "How are you?" I listed the state that I live in because the other girls that I have listed below live in Kansas/Missouri.

I have listed these girls' names in ascending alphabetical order, so let's start with the "K" girl.

K[***] and I have been friends on Snapchat since September 2020. 9 day snap streak.

• Her snap score is at 1,400,000, while my snap score is at 19,400. She views snaps via my Snapchat story every day but not all at once; sometimes she does the same on my Instagram story.

• She called me cute, bae, sexy (in one group chat), said "U should be in my house" (which I responded to with "fresh outta high school baby", then she responded with "I knowwww" and a sexy bitmoji).
• Last response from me was "You're so STUNNING that I'm massaging you in your dreams", and she only responded with "Wow" then I left it at that. Her usage of one-word responses is typical.
• I wanted to clarify, JUST RIGHT NOW while I was making this post she videocalled me so she can re-introduce her best friend to me :)

L[***] and I have been friends on Snapchat since May 2021. 4 day snap streak.

• Snap score is 1,170,000. There are times when she leaves me on delivered, but she always tries her best to respond. Unlike K[***], L[***] actually initiates texts and snaps for the most part, and she rarely gives one-word or even semi-short responses to my messages. Like K[***], she views my story. She calls me "daddy" sometimes and said she'll be my girlfriend.

M[***] and I have been friends on Snapchat since September 2020. 4 day snap streak.

• Snap score is almost 200,000. She communicates with me the least, but we conversate like buddies. I know she works as a lifeguard. She occasionally initiates texts. Very much unlike K[***].

In other words, should I promote my phone number on Snapchat?

I have only given my phone number to one of my friends, a female, and we never ever texted before (but we have messaged via Snapchat).

Unfortunately, things are going a bit up and down between me and K[***]. Sometimes we get fun, and she either sends me sexy/cute selfies, the occasional dog photo or acts full-on shy with just a one-word response.

I have great communication with three of my other friends, especially L[***], also a female. We conversate and flirt very well. Problem is, I don't know if she'll text my number.

A lot of my friends live in California, but many others also live in a few other states, including Kansas and Missouri.