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Honestly, I feel bad for how I treated the employees. Though I don't think I was in the wrong when I pointed out their manners. I used a racial slur but didn't use it with a racial definition; as a matter of fact I wasn't even thinking about race at the moment. However I did go on a political tirade based on their manners.

I am autistic. My therapist is focused on behavior analysis. I have said actually racist things in the past. I am afraid that he will track down this one if I told him what happened. I really would not want to tell him what happened until Del Taco provides me with another email about what they will do with the situation.

My therapist is friends with my mom and I don't want him to tell my mom that I f*cked up because my mom will get pissed at me if she finds out about this. My stepdad really loves Del Taco.

A week ago I get invited to go out with friends. After an afternoon spent for shopping and an aperitif, we stop at a friend's house to end the evening with a movie. There were 5 of us: me and 2 newly born couples. Halfway through the movie the 2 couples start kissing. I pretend nothing happened and continue to watch the movie. I would have preferred to leave with an apology but I was afraid that I would be caught and accused of being a spoilsport. The joke of one of the girls comes soon: "Why don't you join us?" . Immediately another girl says: "You could have invited a girl for him too". After this moment they stopped kissing and we resumed watching the movie. I was red with embarrassment. It's like they made fun of being without a girlfriend, which I found a humiliating blow. I haven't talked to anyone about it yet. I don't know if I will do it. I don't know if I have to give too much matter to this story.

Who can I tell about it without sounding inadequate and lame?

I hope I was understandable