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So my crush and I have confessed we liked eachother. We write paragraphs to eachother, write songs for eachother, and even write letters. We agreed that we won't be dating for a LONG time. He said "I have to admit truly from my heart I have strong feelings for you too.", "I'm so lucky to have you as a best friend and I don't know maybe more in the future, who knows what the future will hold" and "I'm on the same page as you. Maybe when you're ready for a relationship I'll be. As a bonus the age gap won't matter. You just have to keep in touch when you leave me at school and from there we can just live in the moment ❤💎"

Earlier today he was flirting and then ranted about his science teacher. I laughed so much he said he's gonna write a whole story for me for tomorrow. I quote "you can keep it and read it whenever you get sad."

Today he was telling me how a girl broke up with her boyfriend to get with him and he turned her down and she got back with the other guy. He said how if he were that boyfriend he would never take her back. He mentioned how she's pretty but not loyal so "screw that." Then he sent me a picture of her and said
"she is pretty" "admit it."
Isaid "oh yeah" " dont make me too jealous now, you do know I like you 😂"
Him: "haha"
Me: "just haha? 😂
"Him: "idk 😂"
Me:" so while were on that type of topic, I have a question. What would you rate me /10? Be brutal 😂😛
"Him: "9 because there's always room for improvement 😂❤" (I said that about his song before)
Me: aww❤ you're just trying to butter me up 😂😛"
Him: sorry did you say something? I went blind for that message only sorry 😂😂😂😂
Me: oh okay let me say it again then 😛😛
"Him: no its okay 😂😂

Does he find her prettier? Do you think he would've jumped into a relationship? Was he lying when he said I'm a nine? He says he's straight up with everyone but he tries to word it nicely with me BC I'm the only person he cares about hurting their feelings and he doesn't ever want to do that to me.

My crush and I are both virgins. We both have strong feelings for eachother. The only reason we haven't dated is because of our 2 1/2 year age gap (we are planning to date out of high school when were both ready, we both aren't gonna date anyone until then.)

Since we started having a thing, he's brought up sexual topics. He told me about this girl trying to sext him and what she said and he told her "no sorry I'm a good boy." I mentioned how guys from school have said that stuff to me and he was utterly shocked and offended they'd say that to me.

He has made it clear he is a virgin. He told me that his friend and aunt are talking about their first times and how he's uncomfortable because he's the only virgin in the room.
That same night he told me how he hates that his friend only wants girls for sex and thats not what's loves about. He was saying how if he's in a relationship, he's in it to grow, learn, be loyal and because he sees something that could be beautiful. He says sex isn't what he cares about in a relationship. He puts any woman's needs before him because we deserve it so he says.

He knows I'm innocent and I dont talk about that stuff, but he has been talking about sex a lot. Like his aunt got mad he was sitting with his legs open wide and he said "its not like I'm touching myself or screwing some girl" then said "its not like I'm having intercourse right in front of her, like she knows I'm a good boy I don't know why shed be so rude." there's been a few instances like there where he normally wouldn't bring up sex but he is.

Why do you think he constantly has started to bring up sex? He never used to say this stuff when we were close friends.