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I think this is a legitimate question,

It's fair to say, that as an intellectual who is trying to understand the world, I started out as a conspiracy theorist, I wanted to question everything and I built up my knowledge from that corner, because every time I would realize that I was wrong about something I kept changing my views drastically. And although I am not an American I kept chasing it down in the field of thoughts in America because we get to only see thoughts debating one another in a democracy. And I found that conspiracy theory extends to both the left and to the right! That was mind-blowing! I am talking about the pre Q anon conspiracy theory.

As redicilous as most conspiracies seem to me now! I owe the basic concept of it, to my understanding of the world.

But ever since then, I got busy in my life. I came back to the internet, to find that every major leader in it has been completely shut down. that freaked me out, And it's never wrong to admit that I was involved into it in the internet myself, so I really automatically shut down my content that was out "exposing" the stuff just like everyone else, because I felt that there's something seriously wrong!!

And therefore globally speaking, conspiracy theorists have been flanked, so many websites and pages in big tech and social media... they are no more except so few!

And honestly, I find myself drifting towards major news sources, governments and corporations telling me what's true, not that I want to but I had to surrender to that.

So what do you think is happening. Why is that?