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Does anyone else feel the same way that I do? I am as lonely as they come. I have never felt in my life, like I fit in with anyone. Everywhere I’ve went, there’s always been someone (s) that didn’t like me. I feel like I am a bit on the ditzy side and lack competence. I’ve always had issues with my weight and have always been invisible. I’ve never had true friends, even when I attempted to put myself out there and be friendly. As a result, I am completely alone. I don’t get along with my family and live with my dog. I don’t ever get asked out my guys and when I have, they were guys that I did not find attractive. What about me is so undesirable? Why am I so hopeless? It doesn’t feel nice knowing that you’re better off dead on a daily basis, contemplating and wondering “what if”. Even after trying medication and counseling, I only end up feeling frustrated and as if I wasted my time. Anyone else relate?

By the way i would make the guy meet me at my college (a public place). The reasons why im questioning this is because 1. When my dad found out that i was going to meet a guy i met online in college he yelled at me was disappointed in me and treated me horribly even though he is usually like a best friend to me my parents say that i am too naive and sex trafficking is common in this state. 2. I only gave one person a chance on the dating app he created a Snapchat To talk to me , i talked to him everyday for about two weeks and he told me that we would meet up he ditched me the first time and then rescheduled (i was supposed to meet him today) and then just yesterday he ended up unfriending me out of nowhere and sending me this text.

I had a really bad feeling that he would ditch me again and i was afraid of that happening again but this was probably worse. The thing is i am sensitive and I don’t want to get hurt should i still try dating apps? Because i’m really shy in real life and i’m very Lonely this time I'm going to put that I don't want someone who will waste my time. I’m also a little scared about how my parents will react they already started comparing me to my cousin who is promiscious ( I’m not i’m very shy) and my dad didn’t even speak to me when he came back from work. This made me very sad i spent a while crying last night but now i think i feel a little better i’m still a little embarrassed though because i was arguing with my mom and dad to let me meet him but he still bailed on me

Recently i stopped talking to this guy after over a year and a half emotionally invested in this guy ( we werent a couple/ only lasted a few days ) he was the last guy i was interested in romantically/ into talking to. I dont really have anyone else to talk to who i see myself going on dates with. I've been feeling lonely/ sad these days

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