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I was once called the "virgin hunter" on here. I don't know if anyone remembers me, but years have passed already.

Back when I was 20, I was suicidal because I could not find a virgin to lose my virginity to. I was hospitalized many times.

Long story short, I found a 16 year old girl who was a virgin. I was 20 at the time, so I thought 4 years age difference was nothing. We started to talk and hit it off. We both looked up the age of consent and found it was legal for us to have sex.

We met up. I drove up to her state 7 hours away and we hung out and had sex. We lost our virginities to each other.

The following day, we spent the whole day at the amusement park. It was such a powerful and indescribable feeling. It was almost magical. I could not keep myself from pulling her in and kissing her on the head. She was beautiful to me.

She told me that night she did not want a relationship with me and it broke my heart. We continued to talk for a couple more weeks after until I made her mad and she said she never wanted to speak to me again.

Fast forwarding, 8 months later I drove to her home state and to her home to ssk her out to her prom and apologize. Her dad had me arrested for stalking and harassment, despite me never threatening violence against her.

I have always had poor luck with women. I went all throught my middle school, high school, college-age years, and beyond without ever having an actual girlfriend. Now, I am turning 26 in a few months and still have never had a girlfriend.

I pretty much gave up on finding a woman, especially because I cannot get over her romantic past and because of what happened.

I turn 26 in a few months and I NEVER had a girlfriend. Seriously, I went all through middle school, high school, and even my traditional college-age years without having an official relationship.

Now I am in my mid-twenties and still don't have much luck.

I lost my virginity at 20 to a 16 year old young woman. We were both virgins, but she did not want a relationship with me. She was really a stranger to me and I drove to her state 7 hours away and we had sex. We only talked online for 2 months prior.

I was somewhat involved with another girl that age around that time, but we were only "boyfriend/girlfriend" for a week. It was awkward and she turned into a transgender dude not long after.

Yes. I made out with girls years ago, but none of them were in a relationship with me.

I only want a woman that had never had a romantic past, especially from her youth. This means no previous boyfriends or even male best friends she was close to growing up and had feelings for.

I basically am unable to get over a woman's romantic past.

I feel like I will live life alone.

Just a basic question, in my experience my current girlfriend was talking to another guy behind my back, she was gonna go to a bar party with me for an event but I ended up not being able to go, she ended making a plan to go to a guys hotel room instead & I found out, we fought & we broke up that night & she tried to get back together again the next day, then the same guy invited her to a pre-game Christmas party & she said she was going & I told her I was uncomfortable, they showed up to the same bar together & I beat him up (wasn’t a good idea), she ended up sleeping with him that night (I know because I showed up to her house, they were both in their underpants when I showed up to her house for my clothes I’ve lent her) after the night at the bar. She tried taking me back the next day (& It’s a little gross I was with someone else & got her to answer the phone for me to say I’m busy lol) & I ended up taking her back. She being saying we weren’t together when these things happened for months but I still feel cheated on & betrayed & I don’t know what to do how to approach the situation because she doesn’t let me talk about it & says it’s a long time ago & pushed my feelings about it to the side for half a year & I’m very unhappy with her (but I’m more scared of being unhappy without her). Since the second issue happened I’ve been less committed to her & flirting with other girls & making new relationships (I have not had sex, kiss or physically cheat) because I don’t feel safe or happy in my relationship & she’s trying to tell me that me flirting with other girls is cheating though. I’m just wondering if what she did would be cheating because she says it’s not & expects me to forgive her for it but I don't know how too (& I feel more foolish by the day)?