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I have already met my soulmate who i can never be together with and we aren't in contact anymore. He helped me and i helped him and our roles in each other's lives are over. So i don't have to worry about "the one"
The biggest deal breaker in a relationship for me is cheating and i have always advised a break up if your SO cheats. Cheating is the same reason why i am scared to be in a relationship too. It seems that many people here and irl supports cheating too. I had a guy tell me he will pour sulphuric acid on to my face because i asked a girl to break up with her cheating boyfriend. I know a female user here who everyone compliments on how she's such a submissive good girlfriend while she's flirting and sexting her guy friend. Even some of my friends in committed relations talk about new crushes and flirting with hot losers.(They say it's for fun)
Whenever i express my hatred towards cheating, people ask "Did you get cheated on or something?". Obviously i did not. But i feel like what they're saying is i don't have the right to be upset about cheating.
Anyway i got a player guy who have always wanted to "date" me since i am not easy and i am 99.9% sure he will cheat. So if i date him and when he cheats, i may finally be able to get rid of my fear. Once i become immune, i believe that i won't be always thinking if my future SO (someone i love) is cheating and even if he is, I would be used to it.
You would feel like i am being a hypocrite rn so i will stop expressing my anger towards cheating and such questions from this moment onwards. And yes i am alright being a miserable girl who would probably be pitied on (Ik i need help🤷‍♀️).

Before we start I wanna say thanks to you guys who answered the last question! 😊

If you haven't read my last question, I'd do that before diving into this one!

So my crush let me tell you about him, he's a sophomore he's super sweet to me and so funny. We have a ton in common and I've known him since like August maybe? We started talking because I found his account on ig and followed because he was at my high school. I started to comment stuff on his story that I found relatable, we like never really talked back then. (At this time I was just getting out of a 1+ year relationship and I also want talking to him in person yet) I was leaving a class and during crossing period he actually opened the door on me and it bumped my head and he was so concerned if I was okay. He is also in the band and that night at our break he asked me if I was okay and kept apologizing. Honestly I never really had a guy treat me like that 😂 but it was a new school so I didn't really think anything because people are more mature ig. But we started talking more and more and we started to become good friends (and still are) we meet during 6th-7th crossing period and asked how each others day is n just short little conversation, sometimes jokes and slight teases but those are rare. When we are at the game I sit near him and we end up talking a lot and he does funny faces and movements and I like to imitate him as like a tease. When we are at practices too me and him like to talk. I've never liked anyone who was a grade ahead of me so I'm really nervous to try anything. Like I make (what I think is) little hints like touching his shoulder and tugging his hair (not hard lol) and stuff like that. (If you guys read the last question) he kept looking at me at the restaurant and I just gave him a little smile and was talking to him throughout the night (his friends we're also there so I didn't want to talk to him too much)