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Cast
Nathan - Hero
Heavily optimistic to the point of ignorance at times but also displays intelligence and insight
Usually easy going, although any injustice, especially when involving the strong taking advantage of weak ignites an extreme anger in him
straightforward and often tackles issues with a "hands on" approach
Can cook with just about anything
wears his mother's ring after she died of black death
Due to the sins of his father, he will go to great lengths to save others even to the point of martyrdom

Lady Artesia Solanum
Very flirtatious personality
open with her sexual preferences, often to other characters' discomfort.
Despite her apparent shamelessness and honesty, she can be quite innocent about certain things. Enjoys alchemy.
Extremely proud.
She often berates Nathan for his ignorance and lack of ability but also tutors him.
In a romantic sense, she considers herself to be a rival of Indigo but doesn’t see Elias as competition
Indigo
strange culture with exotic holidays and rituals
Superstitious and afraid of ghosts
Socially awkward.
Hates shoes - always barefoot
Can’t hold her liquor.
Can sing extremely well
Prone to gluttony but her high metabolism makes it necessary
While drunk, she acts very aggressive towards others.
Afraid of sleeping alone so even when Nathan is alone in his own sleeping bag, he wakes up with her as his big spoon

Elias Evergreen
cleaver and good mercantile sense
Passionate for literature
Writing an autobiography mainly dealing with the party's adventures
she also loves shopping much to Nathan's dismay as she has him carry everything
Her estranged relationship with her father and the death of her mother drove her to seek a new path Can drink anyone under the table
childhood trauma made her afraid of fire

Be honest, because I know that now that I'm recovering from an eating disorder I'm gonna become much less attractive and I've been fat before (hopefully I never get nearly that bad again but with the way I eat I'm scared) my mom always says "personality matters a lot" but my close female friends always talk about dudes bodies whether it be guys with their abs and such or guys who "have such a great personality but need to lose some weight" or "have potential if they fixed their acne" or "are so sweet but so ugly" and I myself have a hard time approaching girls as it is but once I become ugly it'll be even harder and I'm afraid of being alone forever because although I've messed around some now while I was attractive now that I'm recovering and ugly I'll never have that again and probably never find love in the future