This will be my first Take, since I was nominated by @xTom98 I am going to talk about my biggest fears. I aways wanted to write a Take, but I was busy and also lazy, so maybe this will be a start.
1. Losing Parents
Luckily, I have a peaceful family and I am feeling grateful for that chance. I have no siblings and no matter how many friends I have, noone is going to be more valuable than my family and I cannot even dream losing them one day. I have many friends who aren't living in a happy family or either lost one of their parent. Sometimes I think what I would do if I lost my father or mother, how I would live and I have no answers for any of them, it would just change my entire life.
2. Deception of Love
I believe in love, but I am not so good at falling for it. I am extremely picky person and even if I am dating with someone, it is because I like their personality and looks but in emotional way I always need time to fall for them completely as a gray-romantic person. I have strong romantic attractions with people, but I may behave I am bored for a romantic relationship and I am either not anyone into hookups or friend with benefit stuff too. I can say it is a pretty complicated, fucked up state but I am not anyone emotionless. Probably, there will be few persons I will ever truly fall for and I am afraid they will not be someone always loyal, caring to me. While I know even most relationships end with cheating instead they were together like 5-10 years, there is no certain thing in this life so I will have to live and see by myself.
3. Paranomal Things
Blood, wounds, creatures or gore stuff never made me feel disgusted at all. However, the spiritual things that I can connect them with the real World such as ghosts scare me a lot. Sometimes when I am feeling my consciousness is falling down I try to motivate myself that if there are any ghosts, I am not gonig to think of them. I believe that if they are existing, if our brain reminding them to us and when we think of them a lot we are able to feel them, see them. Even the sound of wind becomes something scary already on that moment. During midnights, when I am alone I am afraid of looking at mirrors if they suddenly reveal behind me. I am not having those moments all the time, but I am seriously having my guard up for it.
4. Turkey's Future
For those of you don't know, I am from Turkey and the way where my country is going pretty concerning me for years. Ataturk had founded the Turkey as being secular, removing Islam as the state religion and left it to the individuals. He emancipated women rights, aligned Turkey with the West, adopted the Western calendar, changed our alphabet to the latin and let the citizens have surnames. He literally did everything to create a republic which is independent. These are all the very little things he did in very short time and I just admire him, he will always be a sacred person to me that I should be grateful for everything I have.
However, our goverment is trying to remove his existance from our history, destroy his principles and replace them with ideas that are connected to the religion, trying many ways to humiliate him. Sadly, half of the Turkey started to become zealots those believe whatever the goverment claims, since they believe as long as they are sticking to the religion, everything is the right thing, however day by day corruption is increasing, harrasment and abuse are increasing, the economy is just getting worse and the republic is becoming an Islamic state. I have no idea where we are going, but Turkish citizens who support him are just idiots who will never understand how much he is damaging our history, our country. It will be too late when they realize the all things, I hope we will be lucky to get rid of Erdogan and his goverment.
I hope it wasn't a boring Take for you. I am too lazy to check the typos or grammar mistakes, so my apologizes for them.
Maybe I will write some more in future.