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So I often give him back massages and a few months ago I realised he had these scratches on his back... in perfect little squares. Imagine a chess board, yeah like that! And this is on his right side and on the middle of his back he has these almost parallel scratches and I'd say there were about 9-10. I noticed them late last year and saw him a few days ago for the first time in over a month and the scratches are still red, look fresh and in the exact same state they were in before. He says they don't hurt and said maybe its the devil but I really hate this thought! I pray for him all the time and prayed as I massaged him and suggested he prays too but am I being a bit dramatic?

I trust he would never cheat on me and anyway, what crazy b*tch would take the time to scratch identical little squares into his back?
I doubt any clothing would cause this for so long, he sleeps on a proper bed so can't be anything like that and I just dont know, running out of ideas. Please help, opinions and facts will come in handy. I'm worried!

Could it be that something happened to him before and he doesn't want to say? We're really honest with each other but in all fairness have only been together for about 6 months so maybe he has something he's not ready to admit/confess/open up about.

I broke up with my boyfriend of nearly three years today.

We have had a tumultuous, on and off relationship because he spent the first two years being indecisive, deceitful, sneaky, shady, and bringing his past relationship baggage to our new relationship. He has spent most of his time being a leech that greedily sucks the positivity and happiness from my life with his parasitic nature. I have stayed loyal out of love and hope within him as a man but my heart cannot forget the betrayal. He's stabbed me in the back over seven times of which include emotional cheating, letting other men disrespect me, and manipulating cops/outright lying to them while he made himself look like a victim after putting me through a year of his horrible personality.

Fast-forward: He’s fallen madly in love with me, says I have changed him and made him a better man, and wishes to start fresh and spend his life with me. It’s too late. There’s already a disgust in my soul that I can’t seem to get rid of no matter how loyal I am and how much I mentally try to move forward. It was so bad that I didn’t even want to look at his face today. All I could think of was him being two-faced and his d*ck pumping in and out of some random p*ssy. I didn’t want to be fake and spend his money on dinner so I honestly told him how I feel. It resulted in me leaving him.

Do you think I did the right thing? Why or why not?