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Just curious as to how people look at this topic from their own point of view. I cheated in a relationship that was 4 years running and ended up cheating on the girl whom took my virginity and was basically my first love. I’m not a cheater it’s not in me but this is something that will always cross my mind and just the thought of it makes me angry at myself. I blame no one but myself not even the drugs I was doing. Now I’m sitting here 1 month and a half later alone with nobody to talk to, go out with, buy stuff for, gossip with, watch a movie with, eat food with, go window shopping with and just be with 24/7 I gave all that up by doing what I did and I deeply regret it with all my heart but now knowing me and her will never get back together it’s hard to cope with her being my first of everything and having to start over again but now I have college starting soon and working in a different city from my hometown it’s really lonely and boring. This is something I will never do upon to my next relationship that I end up in but I know the question will come up as to why did we break up and I will have to be honest and say the truth but I know everybody wouldn’t give a chance whatsoever to a person who cheated in a previous relationship. But would you male or female give a person a chance into your life knowing they’ve cheated once before?