Search Results: physical looks

GIRL A.
You pick her name: (Adriana) (Alexandra) (Amanda) (Anna) (Anastacia)

- She is absolutely a dream come true.
- Great personality
- Intelligent interesting meaningful conversations
- Funny with an upbeat sense of humor
- Very intelligent
- Loving and caring
- An excellent listener
- Ambitious
- Engaging with you and willing to try your hobbies
- About 80% of what you'd ideally physically want in a partner (has all of the major physical traits, but missing a few minor ones; such as a preferred height, age, ethnicity, or boob size)

THE CATCH: She lives really far away from you (somewhere possibly in Alabama or Atlanta), several hours away, and you can only see her for 16 hours a month; either 8 hours every two weeks, or 16 hours once a month. She CANNOT move to where you are, and you cannot move to where she is. The rest of your interactions will be as a long-distance relationship only.

GIRL B.
You pick her name: (Barbara) (Becca) (Bella) (Bianca) (Brenda)

- She is a "BITCH!" with a capital B through H, plus exclamation mark. (Aka, a "Karen")
- Not a good person whatsoever
- Doesn't care about anyone else but herself
- Lazy and entitled
- Has radical and extreme political and religious views that don't align with yours
- Polyamorous, promiscuous, and queer ("pansexual")
- Doesn't treat you with respect
- Has no plans for the future
- Extremely rude and blunt
- Often times ignores you

THE CATCH:
She is 95-99% of everything you'd ideally physically want in a partner. She looks like your ideal woman. And she lives within walking distance of you; less than a mile away. She is willing to have sex with you whenever you want, is fantastic in bed, willing to let you do anything (legal) to her, and willing to try any moves you want. However, she's only using you (and other similar men or women) as a f*ck buddy and nothing more. After sex is over, you do not talk to her and she doesn't consider you a "friend."

Pick which girl you'd want. You can only have ONE!

I don't really know what feelings are... like emotions... I've always felt blank my whole life.. like careless/apathetic.. So when someone asked if I'm depressed once.. I thought "what the hell, no... I don't feel anything"
The only things I feel is physical pain and when my lungs expand and despand when I breath...


But recently, I've been very bored of life, like super bored of it... I've done the same things over and over for so many years that I'm starting to get really sick of playing video games and watching tv.. I've lost interest in every video game and TV show and they're all boring as fuck now... There seems to be nothing in life that interests me and everyday is just torture of getting through time now it seems to take forever, it's like I'm jus waiting the whole day jus to go to sleep so I can wake up the next day and do the same shit againSometimes I even try to force myself to sleep mid day even though I'm not tired at all jus to escape the boredomI been thinking about taking syanide poison or jumpin off a big bridge jus so I can sleep forever... But I'm not suicidal though, there is no strong desire to kill myself, I think I want to live... But I'm jus so bored of everything I'm starting to consider doing itCould this be depression? I looked up the symptoms of depression and it sounds kinda like it.. even though I don't feel depressed or sad, I feel nothing

Whenever I see a celebrity who reminds me of my ex wife I get an intense celebrity crush. I've looked at all of my celebrity crushes, they all have similar physical traits and characteristics that my ex has.
I feel like I'm programmed to want her and only her, or a woman that's similar looking.
Thoughts.
FYI she betrayed me.