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I'm 1 of those type of guys that always goes up to cute girls and SWEARS that I'm not about looks at all. But every single time some cute blonde or brunette chick tilts her head and puts on some super cute flirty face and I look right at it, I'm totally frozen in shock. It's frustrating because right at that moment, I know the act is destroyed, and I can't ignore her looks, even though I tried my hardest. Me swearing I'm not like that is all crap. It's a serious downer for the pride Knowing now that I'm admitting this, you girls?

I had made an attempt twice before to ask her out but both times I wasn’t able to actually ask for different reasons.

My last attempt I wrote a note (stupid I already know please spare me) which said that I liked her and never had a chance to ask her out or anything, which I never did. It also had my phone number in it.

She never replied or said anything to me and pretended like it never happened, on the surface at least. She did seem shy with only me since I first met her, but she only tried speaking to me once which she froze up on but ever since I had to try and talk to her. Since the note, I still see her sneaking some glances at me often as she did before the note, but now I don’t know if those are her just being aware of me as a potential danger to her. There’ve been 2-3 times where I see her and she’s already looking at me and we just exchange long eye contact until I break it, this happened 4 classes after I gave her the note also on the last day of the semester. Most times if I see her looking at me I’m too afraid to look back. Whenever I look at her and we are about to start engaging in eye contact, I break it because I don’t want to weird her out.

I gave her the note with 2 weeks to go in last semester’s final weeks. That was last semester, our current semester just ended as we were in the same class and I never made an effort to talk to her or try anything because I feel like she’d think I’m a creep and I don’t want her to think that of all people.