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I think love sucks and ill explain why. Now, not to sound arrogant or full of myself, but I am an extremely attractive guy, and let me tell you something, girls who were with their partners for like over a year, seem to just throw their man under a bus when im around them under most circumstances. when I started dating a girl one time she was really into me, but overtime I noticed that even though we were still digging eachother without any problems, it just got to the point where that honeymoon phase died down quickly. then, I look at long term couples, and it really isn't the same at all after a certain point, in fact, sometimes they do not love eachother. some of my lifelong friends have just completely dropped me after a certain point too. Its like, we changed so the ''love'' that we had for eachother was just a distant memory. I sometimes have a feeling that most people do, which is when you just dont feel like dealing with anybody. so this is ''love'' that everyone goes on about, it only exists in certain situations, and believe me, love can easily turn into hate at the blink of an eye so im at a crossroad here. All the people who acted like they were going to be there for me was not there, and now I am realizing that I cannot expect anyone to love me unconditionally, friends family girlfriends etc.. because nobody belongs to you forever.