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I'm on the the heels of a horrible break up from a relationship I never really wanted to be in anyway.

I'm sore but well on the mend.

This whole thing has been going on for about 6 months.

Long story short, on my street is a really popular and vibrant restaurant. There are a ton of wait staff there, all male.

There are a couple that would kind of scope me out but I felt it was curiosity since I am fairly mysterious.

One server in particular has pathetically, IMHO, tried to get my attention when I would pass by by clearing his throat.

Once he decided to stare and not look away.

I don't jump to these silent cat calls.

He's tried to smile at me and stuff but I've been stoic because he is a smoker and I am judging him. I'll be honest.

Fast forward, I have started getting takeout there from time to time. When I walk in, some of the kitchen staff will look at him when I come in.

I purposely look away and I see him in my peripheral vision staring at me.

When I was waiting for my order, all he could do was stand really close to me when he was ringing in his table and I was ordering take out.

I caught him once staring, he looked away so fast and swallowed so hard. He was so embarrassed.

Th other evening a friend of mine treated me and we ate there.

We were seated at the back. He kept coming to the back sneaking looks at us. He works the patio.

My friend ordered some takout and we were waiting for it on the patio. He came to take our order and went straight up to me. My friend then explained we were just waiting for take out. He smiled and left.

Then he stood at the top of the stairs so he could totally see and hear us but he was pretend not watching.

We both pretend to ignore each other, actually.

I am just still reeling from all the recent emotional abuse and I feel this push-pull behaviour is a sign he is another immature, undercover narc looking for attention from someone he views as vulnerable.

Poll below!

After testing positive for covid...

I was prescribed an antiviral called

PAXLOVID

To be very honest I was very hesitant to pop these in my mouth but I said to myself "well if I have a bacterial infection I wouldn't hesitate with an antibiotic"... Takes a gulp of water pops pills in mouth and swallows... "Well here goes nothing... Lets hope for the best!"

Later I stopped and wondered why didn't I read more on it or why didn't I at least ask others peoples experience or thoughts on it...

Im sitting here like hmmm 🤔🧐...

Pondering Pondering and Pondering...

Honestly Its too soon to say whether they work or not what I do find odd is they give you 5 packs to take for 5 days and supposedly it's supposed to lessen your time with the virus but don't we only Quarantine for 5 days? Aren't they saying supposedly that it takes 5 days and then we're fine to be back amongst people... So how does the antiviral lessen the time of the virus?

Guess I'm a guinea pig for this stuff now.

All I can say after a couple hours taking them I suddenly have this nasty taste in my mouth whenever I eat something and I can't really say if that's the side effects of the pills or side effect of covid that just started 🤷.