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I liked this guy but it turns out he was shallow, fake and annoying. He had been gossiping about me with his ex, when I found out I first confronted him until she started butting in. Then I told her to fuck off. I barely knew this girl but she tried to come at me for being black. She started tanning, trying to stick out her butt, etc. I paid her no kind, so she started trying to gossip about me so I blocked her ass and him.
I never really met his friends but they assumed I was jealous, fat and ugly because I dont have any photos of me online. I got really sick of her coming at me sideways. She was all like im a model, blonde and blue eyes. I was like so? Im curvy, I have big beautiful curly hair and im nice. She took me saying im curvy as being fat.
Im actually naturally small and petite, but also fit. I work out and eat healthy. She looks like the typical starving, blonde makeup caked model. I dont need to be jealous of a girl built like boy. I have a nice flat stomach, abs, an ass and boobs.
I found out him and his friends do drugs and it became too toxic for me. I live around lots of white people. Lots of white blonde women are the standard of beauty. I didn't care until she tried bullying me. The same girl who said I was hating on her for being white tans her skin until it's orange and wears box braids in her hair. I dont wear weave or do anything to my skin. I dont do anything period that resembles a white girl and I dont look like one. She pissed me off bad.

No homo.

Its just, often we criticise each other, or make jealous remarks. But sometimes I find myself thinking 'I wish I could be more attractive' and comparing myself to other girls... not in a bad way though.

For example, wishing I had straighter teeth like taylor swift or my face was a pretty as Jennifer Lawrences.

It is ok to appreciate beauty in others of the same sex, right?