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I seen messages of him complimenting a girl he was with before me. So I lied and said I saw messages (they didn’t exist) saying you hated mines and preferred hers and he said what I’ve seen is out of context and him being funny. We had a bad break up and he hated me.

He said to me he preferred me and all his friends knew that. When we were together he would always want sex off me and was so annoyed I’d reject him a lot. He said he never stopped looking at me and if he wanted to this ex still really wanted him he could have had her if he wanted to. Which is true.

But he would rarely compliment me and if it was it was always about my bum. He went on and on about how big it was etc. but to get more than that I had to ask.

He said I knew how hot I was so he didn’t want to compliment me and everyone knows I’m hot and my ego is huge. I get a lot of attention and people messaging me and he was jealous. He didn’t get attention and I did. He said I was so big headed with this (I wasn’t) so he didn’t like complimenting me

He said look at his instagram following and the models he follows they all have my body type which is true they do. And he told me he watched porn with girls with my exact body type and I looked so much like them. Which is also true.

She had the opposite body to me I’m smaller boobs a small c cup and big bum and she had bigger boobs and a really small bum. He’s always said his type is big bums and she doesn’t care about boobs. But “bigged hers up” and found them perfect.

Did he hate my body and prefer her?

So, im 30f, I've lost a lot of weight and im recently single. My biggest fear in starting a relationship is my boobs, its my biggest insecurity.. they used to be big like really big, but now that i lost a lot of weight (70kg) they are still big but they sag down my belly. I hate looking myself naked in the mirror because i look like shit with them.. im against getting butchered and getting surgery, but im looking for other options thats non invasive. Ladies if you have any suggestions for let me know.