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I think the most I received as a kid was $5. If I remember correctly the most, I put in a plastic egg was $20.

I'm very conflicted undergoing social anxiety complex trauma and depression and anorexia nervosa. Im very down. The last time I was so down was with 16 when I landed in the ER. It is really bad right now. I tried to explain my boyfriend I don't have any energy for our relationship but he had a good childhood he never experienced depression. He will never understand my behaviour and my pain.

he just reciting John legends: all of me. But this isn't it. He told me I should give him a chance and not break things and I opened up about everything I'm going through that's why I wanted to end things bc I'm afraid I make him down too. But when my life sort out I want to relive our relationship again.

Today he said: "I'm afraid you will break up you was distance"

Why can't he understand that this the fcking reason of course I love him and tell him but also I just need time for my own. I can't be a lover right now. Love us not a medicine. But everyone tells me: it is your sickness that speaks. But even though. I hurt him with the way I am because I won't be pretending anything. I don't know what to do. He told me if I break up now or of I insisted in a breaking pause it would not last. But what makes him so sure about thst? I just wonders if that is something because he deep himself thinks this relationship would not last anyway or if this a stated fact?

If you're a guy, which outfit do you like the most?

My Ex boyfriend of 8 Months told me at the month 8: "I enjoy what we have in the present, I'm not sure if it stays. I don't see a future for us" For me that was a reason to break up. Because till month 8/ he wasn't able to communicate our future, his emotions or anything in regard of our relationship. He wasn't even sure if he wants to move away from home. If I didn't asked I would have never knew how he felt.

My second boyfriend now: After all that I shared with him in the 1 year of our relationship he opened up to me in month 6 but after I ask. Now little by little he can talk about things regarding our relationship but it is still a long way till he can tell me without me asking him what hurts him or not. This makes me very sad. As for now, after all the things I sacrificed for him in regard of time and money he told me: let's try out if it works out."

Am I pathetic to end things because the person doesn't see a future for us?

i have a male best friend that is currently traveling. We knew each other from school and got very close. He told me about the girls he went out with etc. At first we rarely texted each other however since he left school we texted for about 3 months. We flirted, sent pics, and stuff. All of a sudden he became distant and i knew it there must be another girl there. And im right. So I decided not to reply to his text. Somehow i get very angry cause he didn’t say anything about who he went out with, but at the same time i don’t think i have a right to feel angry.

I was walking out of a room but then I turned around because I forgot something. A guy was walking behind me and as I turned around, I noticed his eyes were looking down at my legs and then he looked at me.

When I came back into the room, he was sat down and he looked at my legs again.

I think I would rather be able to predict the future. I wouldn't want to know what's going on in every person's mind.

My colleagues went down for breakfast but I didn’t feel like going.

One of my colleagues, who I get on really well with, said to me when he saw me “missed you at break” but he said it quite softly/quietly

Could this indicate that he likes me or am I reading too much into it?

Ankle braclet, which side dou you prefer to wear it on and why?