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So I met this guy at the beginning of school year. Im actually 17 and not over 18 lol. I started this account a while back and lied my age. Anyways, this guy is a friend a of close friend of mine. We all sit together on a table during the class we have together with my close friend and another friend. From day one, he was teasing me that I should smile more cuz I look depressed when I dont. I took it as a joke and didn't think much of it. But he kept telling me this almost everyday and trying to be funny about it. One day, I asked why he was always telling me to smile and he said "Im happy when you're smiling". I didn't say anything after that. Then he asked (we're texting) why I dont post more pictures of myself and I guess he thought I was insecure (not insecure, I just dont feel like posting a bunch of pics of myself), and said "youre so beautiful when you smile and I just wish you would see if yourself." I didn't respond to that either and he got the message that it made me uncomfortable and stopped texting me stuff like that. I also stopped responding when he asks me to smile so he stopped too. He would also mess with my stuff when Im not in class. Sometimes he would be a little too concerned about my wellbeing over stupid stuff like if I had a bandage over my finger or if Im sleepy/hungry. He once bought an entire box of pizza just for me when I specially told him not to. I noticed he isn't like this with my friends and he would always wait for me (nobody else) to leave class with before he goes and he follows me in the direction Im headed (sometime I switch how I get to class) until we have to separate. I don't know. If it had been anybody else, I wouldve thought they like me. But people who have known him for longer than me said he's overly caring sometimes and thats just his personality. I don't know if he's just being overly nice and if thats just him. He also dialed back down bc I think he noticed I dont like it when people are overly caring with me (Im not very sensitive)

So a blast from the past I decided to be (re) friend him. My issue before was his insecurity and my issue now is his insecurity once again. Im starting to think he's retarded. I addressed him on being insecure and too much. he had the nerve to say ,"this is too much". I told him,"join the fucking club , its you." His response was "sheesh".. well get your fucking shit together dude five more years until you're forty and you're still quarreling. Sick of his issues and whimpy behavior.

So we ended our 2 year relationship over 1 week ago
Im still heartbroken about it
But I blocked him on everything - facebook, instagram, whatsapp, number

So then I wrote this caption on my facebook:
"im selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. THANK YOU, NEXT"

Then my friend (who still has my ex boyfriend on his social media) showed me he wrote this caption few days later:
"Life is too short to be sad and depressed. We must all learn from our mistakes, embrace the new changes and move forward into a positive future.
Everything happens for a reason, its up to us to make the right decisions. Thank you, next"

Does that mean my ex was stalking me on fb?
He knows I like that song
And I wrote that caption "thank u next" first and then I found out he wrote it too
Is that a coincidence?
He hated that song too
Wtf
Does that mean he might not be over me? Or the breakup?