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- She always used to show flirty playful signs towards me and also lightly mock me etc. When I ignored her for a bit once she did a really shy smile then we had a long chat and when we parted ways she really smiled with her eyes.
- so I asked her by text if she wants to meet for a drink and mentioned a bar I know she likes.
- She then replies “Adam mentioned we should go to the other bar down the road before it closes at the end of the month but you probably already went there with Ben?”
- I then say that’s a good idea & she blanked it so I said it would be good to go as a group and called her a sister.
- next time I saw her in person at a group meet, she was being happy with others and avoiding me. She became quiet when I was nearby and avoided eye contact with me, looking upset when I made eye contact. Asked if she was ok & she said why I am a bit tired. Then she became a bit better but still looked uncomfortable. train home was awkward with just us 2. I gave her a birthday card and she was happy. The card called her a sister.
- then at another social, I avoided her but she kept looking at me. When we spoke, she was happy again but then I made eye contact with her and she flinched.
- next time I saw her she went back to what happened before - avoiding me, talking to others and when I tried to talk to her looking unhappy. When getting train home, she went to shops first and mutual friend said to me “did she run away because she doesn’t want to get the train all the way with you?” And even asked her when she returned. She turned the question to me & said “I thought you were getting the other train until I said I’m getting this one. When we were alone on the train, was awkward. She pretended everything was ok but I could see the discomfort in her eyes.
- I know she’s afraid of being gossiped about. I told her I only see her as a friend. She became happy again. Although it’s always been a bit awkward ever since. I don’t think she cares as much when I avoid her.

My friend send her a screenshot in which I was talking about how beautiful my crush is. My crush said she was feeling special. My crush even texted me heya that day (for the first time) and we talked like normal friends ( I had no idea why she texted me) but the next day when my female friend told me that she had told my crush about my feelings for her I got nervous and fucked everything up ( what I mean to say is I ran out of questions because I started over thinking and left her on read) . This year I wrote a poem for her on her birthday and posted that poem on my insta as story and then I texted her happy birthday , from that day we have been talking everyday. It's been 2 months now. She even saw me in the market once but I didn't so she texted me later that day if that guy was me or not. She laughs even at my stupidest jokes. We always have a long eye contact (you know what In mean) whenever we see each other. She ignores every other guys texts and comes online to reply to my texts and then goes offline. She blushes every time I compliment her. She is a really shy girl. My friends say that she already knows I like her and if still she is talking to me then she too is interested. She to this day thinks I have no idea about her knowing about my feelings towards her. Help me please , I really love this girl 🙏