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My ex broke things off while he was on vacation. He texted said we need to talk then called & said that text was a “slip”. He said he wasn’t feeling it anymore & things weren’t progressing. After asking why, he said “you wanna know the truth? I never developed feelings for you since day 1.” So for 6 months he never developed feelings. The convo ended abruptly, but instead of calling back or seeing me in person... he ghosted me.

when we dated, everything was too perfect. We clicked like it was meant to be. We ignored the 10 year gap because it felt like we were meant to be. He wrote me paragraphs how he’s crazy about me, cares about me to the moon and back, how I’ll be his wife, this and that. He spent $400 on flowers for Vday- basically the way he acted & things he said, made me build fantasies about the future of us. He got a new house and I decorated it all. He introduced me to his entire family, his close friends and their families. He called me his fiancé. Literally eveything was going perfect and he always told me he’s going to fight for me and stay by my side no matter what happens because we are meant to be and no other man will ever have me. From all the good morning baby texts to goodnight baby texts to Random i miss you and I’m thinking about you texts to other texts and convos, I was happy and assured he was the one according to how he acted with me.

We had arguments but resolved them and never stayed mad. There were red flags though. he was emotionally and verbally abusive but was blinded by how much I fell for him. He told me things any woman would be upset about but i ignored. I thought I was overthinking or he gave an explanation. He slowly stopped to care, he didn’t compliment me, made me feel I wasn’t good enough for him. The make outs, touching, hugging stopped. He was always on his phone. I became cold towards him due to his behavior because he was acting cold & rude with me.

Me and my now ex boyfriend were together for 1 and a half years
We had previous relationships before but this is both our longest relationship
I'm the first girl out of all his exes that he has introduced to his parents
He uploads pictures of us often on his facebook and instagram and saying im his girlfriend and stuff like that so all of his family, friends and coworkers knew about me
He was a very affectionate and caring guy
He makes sure he makes time for me during the week (go out to dinner, movie, etc)
He calls me every night after work to talk about our day, what we are doing, etc
Everyday, he tells me that he loves me
He has never cheated on me
But we had our ups and downs:
- I would accuse him of cheating or wanting other girls and he gets annoyed and sick of it
- We would argue about stupid things at times
- Since he's a fitness model on instagram, there's some random girls (most are overseas or diffferent states) that comments "wow you're hot" etc and I would keep questioning him about it
- He has depression and I kept asking him about it and kept pushing him to tell me whats wrong with him and to tell me his problems but he refused to and we argued
After the argument, he CALLED me to break up with me saying:
"I don't think its going to work out with us. I'm not happy in the relationship anymore. I don’t think you’re the one for me. I think maybe I’m in this relationship because I don’t want to be alone. I think we both need to move on. Meet new people. Make new friends. Do our own thing. I won't remove you from facebook or instagram. I don't hate you or anything. I have nothing against you."
Ever since the break up, we haven't talked to each other
But yesterday I had posted picture a "selfie" on my facebook and he "liked" it
I went on instagram and I did see him commenting on few girls' photos though and following them :(
Has he already moved on?
Does he not care and love me anymore? :(
It's been a week