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Ok so im just ganna say it i like my cusin one day i was looking at her and she comes and sits on one of the chairs in my area so i was kinda staring she caught me but didn't seem to care she acted as if she was flattered by me looking so a week goes by i went over my 2 familys house and they acted like they didn't even know me then i get called in the room and her mom tells me wats going on with you i say nothing she says you know thats your cusin right and i was like no its not and she was new to me she just started coming around its been a couple moths and all this happened 2 days ago so i just keep saying thats not my cousin and that was that but after our little talk or whatever i was just in the basement sitting there embarrased she came over and sat near me so i moved away after a couple seconds and stand agenst the wall and she says i thought i wasn't your cousin? I thought she was getting up to leave but she walked over to me and i just get on my phone and try to ignore her but she kissed me on the cheek so i look at her and kiss her she didn't pull away so i gently backed her into the corner of the wall and we kissed for like 12 seconds i have her snapchat now so i dont know if i should just wait till the next time i see her or should i text her?

- She remembers nearly everything I say or do (but I think she just has an attention for detail). I pulled her up on it once and she said she only remembers because I was talking about it with her the day before.
- most of the time, if I don’t initiate contact with her first, she’ll come to me and stay with me. And try to keep conversation going. (But last time, she didn’t do this.)
- when she’s talking to me she’s happy to talk to others as well but she’ll stay with me if we go different ways (but this could just be because she’s polite)
- When we’re walking in a group she’s not always next to me.
- When we were heading somewhere by train, she came to find me, said hello but I had my headphones in so she went away. She came back 15 minutes later and said “I think we need to be in the front carriages.” Then we found our friends and others said “you don’t need to be in the front” she said “oh sorry, I didn’t need to disturb you then.” After she said “it might have been Funny to leave you in the back” and mocked me in front of everyone. (I think she’s just a nice person and then mocked me so as to not give me the wrong idea?)
- another guy who likes her increasingly interferes when I’m talking to her.
- When walking in a group, she said “we should walk on the left hand side of the staircase and not the right”. Her best friend said “do you mean you want to walk next to x” and laughed. x is me. Other friends seem to always comment were always together. I think this sometimes makes her avoid me. But if there’s no one else around, she’ll happily be as close to me as possible. (But this could just be my imagination seeing what I want to see.)
- I said to her by text if she’s coming to my social and that it won’t be the same without her. She said yes and came. When she left that social, she gave me a bigger smile than usual. (But this could just be her personality)
- She seems to be the expert on me. It’s a bit creepy. (But this is just her personality I think).