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I still haven't gotten over my ex who broke up with me three years ago. I thought I finally had gotten over him, but when I saw him not too long ago... the feelings came back.

Me and him first became friends then we started going out. We were together for two months, but then I got into a dark periode. It happen once a year. It's when all my dark and negative emotions spills out. I get very negative and self critic. In a dark periode, I am very weak and vulnerable for comments and other stuff.

He kind of got scared. I began to tell him more about my past and traumas. I opened up to him more than before. He promised at first to help me, but in the end broke up with me.

The broke up went via texts:

Me: *name*, how much do you like me?

Him: Don't know, maybe 50%...

Me: Didn't you say that you liked me 90%?

Him: Maybe then, but now is now.

Me: But it was two days ago!

Me: Then should we just break up then?

Him: Yes, preferably.

I cried for a week. My friends began to hate him, but I continued to love him. I thought I got over him, but once I see him all my feelings ressurect. I want to get over it, but how. I tried to date another guy, but it didn't help... I broke up with him.

How do I stop it? Is a guy really worth it? Both girls and guys can answer...

Jerry is 25 years old. He graduated college when he was 21 years old. He went to be a engineer and had a 4.0 GPA. He's 200 thousand dollars in student loan debt and too add he needs to pay another 40 thousand for interest because he wanted to go to a private school. Jerry still lives with his parents and never found a job as a engineer. He works at Walmart making 8.50 dollars an hour. He's nice to everyone and always tries to be perfect and do the right thing. when he was in high school he'd give his girlfriend 100 dollars a week plus another 50 for dates and buying her gifts, even when she cheated he still gave her money when she cried. He would be nicer and sweeter to pretty girls than average looking and ugly girls. He'd never buy his average looking friend a 40 dollar dress but he would spend more on a prettier girl he only knew for a week. Jerry wants to go back to college for another four years to get another degree but now he barely gets any sleep because all he does is work. He went on Facebook and saw his old friend who only learned a trade after high school travel the world, make more money than him and for the first time in his life he wanted to die.