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I was suspecting my long distance boyfriend having affair with Yannie who he also met online. He told me they are only friends but I was wondering why he cares about the problems in her life. He tried to justify it that he is just compassion person but he rarely cared about mine (emotionally unavailable) and do not even anymore sends gifts even if I do. I also caught him sending a flower to this girl after 3 months of our relationship. And, also sent her family foods two months because he said they are poor. He said he only send it as a friend gify because she was depressed. He insist me to look a job for this and he got mad when I didn't.

I got so mad of the girl to the point I told her that he was stealing my boyfriend and to stay away from my boyfriend. The girl blocked him but then my boyfriend got so mad that I destroyed their friendship. He told me they are just strictly friend and the girl has a girlfriend cuz she is lesbian.

If she is lesbian why does she need to vent to my boyfriend and why my boyfriend cares a lot.

Am I being jealous or my instinct is right they have affair?

See I've made some bad choices, and yes I view myself a bit negatively about that, I was curious if I spelled out what I view as some of my worse points to do with... Well, getting myself a boyfriend. If anyone on here would be willing to put that aside or not:

So I lost my vcard at 18 not long after I started uni, I wanted to get it over and done with. The first time typically hurts but at the same time I kept getting this echo of what if I get raped I wanted my first time done on my own terms. So I basically shackled up with the first guy who shown interest in me, it was mediocre wasn't good could have been a lot worse. There was a couple of almost times where I touched a D.

I didn't have sex again until a year later, guy 2 introduced me to sado/machism and made me realise just how much I loved pleasing a guy. A few months after that just before my 20th I had sex with a guy whom my friends told me I should get with, two quite toxic friends.

A few months after that I had sex with a guy at a party, he was the first guy I did multiples with, it lasted about two weeks and I stopped it when I realised just how little he actually cared. 6 months later new years and got wasted woke up next to a guy.

2 months later guy 6, and this is when I got a bit carried away. I'm pretty sure I was depressed I was at the height of a toxic friendship and I lived hours away from home. I felt super lonely and now I wasn't having sex for pleasure but rather comfort. I love my cuddles so I figured: give sex get cuddles, I did everything I could to get comfort and thought it's better than drugs or drinking all the time. Though at that time I smoked pot and drank lots. 3 months later the guys at work offered coke and thought why not maybe it'll make this feeling go away. Guy 7 was married, yes I knew and yes it was a little forced but I could have said no and I didn't and yes I'm pretty sure he would have stopped. Then in the space of 2 months I slept with guys 7-11.