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to me, Im not pretty, just average, slim, small boobs, quite big butt, I wore modest clothes and virgin. most women hates me with my face and my body. I don't understand that. guys giving hint to wait until I approach them. in fact I'm extremely shy. I unable to look at guy's face much and even talk to them. which result made me being single and never had any boyfriend yet. when I made some guy friends, they would try to be since they aren't single. and people around would assume that I'm dating with my male friends. this would make awkward and they started to stopped talking to me when people did this to me. I'm straight. I feel sad for being lonely. and I ever sext with some guys a few time. especially when I have problems.

at home, mom and I are completely different. when she was young, she was a wild woman. guys kept running into her. so having a daughter like made her and stressed out because I'm single. she often insult me for being single. and keep saying that I should not scream, yell, angry at my brothers. while my brothers kept being rude to me and never wanted to do chores. my parents and my siblings making me into a maid. today's when I woke up late and I asked my brother to clean the bed, my mom kept backing him up, by saying he did some chores and and studying right now. in fact he was gaming. when I told her all that, she just doesn't believe what I say and slapped me many times. she told me that I should not be rude. and insulting me while saying that no man would like me for being like this.

I'm the only daughter in this family. my aunt kept saying that my family should treat me better. but why my own family doing this to me?

My cousin and his fiancé were meant to get married this May but it has been postponed and moved to August now because of coronavirus of course.

I get on really well with my cousins fiance, she's more around my age and is kinda shy like me and we like to go out clubbing and for drinks together sometimes so im so happy her and my cousin Danny are finally getting married and im invited to the wedding and so is my boyfriend.

My cousins fiance dad is Italian millionaire no lie, all my friends think i chatting shit but its ture. They dont act like your typical rich people and are very nice and humble but her dad is planning on this wedding to be fancy af and i want to be able to fit in with her side of the family but on a budget. As i know they are all gonna be wearing expensive designer clothes being Italian plus rich.