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I am very heartbroken right now.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. Meanwhile, I am watching most of my peers get married and/or have kids of their own.

I seek a woman who has never had her first love and has never had any boyfriends before, especially from her youth.

I just recently was crushed. I went on a date with this girl (17) last weekend who met my criteria. We talked for a month online before meeting. The date only lasted a few hours and I wasn't her type. She ended our date, and not only did she not want to be friends but she cut me off completely.

A year before that, I traveled to see this 18 year old girl who also met my criteria and she didn't think I was her type either. We talked several months every day before we met. Sadly, she is now engaged to some new guy.

I feel like just giving up. I am tired of starting over. I feel it is already difficult to find a woman who meets my criteria as it is. I don't know what to do.

I always wanted to have a girlfriend, a wife, and a family of my own. I feel this will never be a reality.