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I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend. I am angry and tired of seeing most of my peers around me getting married or having kids, while I remain alone (probably for the rest of my life).

I don't know if I qualify as an incel, since I had sex once (but only once) in my lifetime during a hookup with a girl whom I traveled to see. She was 16; I was 20. That is the one and only time I have had sex.

I am tired of defeat and rejection.

I seek a woman without a romantic past, meaning no previous first love or boyfriend. I managed to find 2 girls like that (1 of them 18; the other 17), but they both rejected me on the first date.

I am very heartbroken right now.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. Meanwhile, I am watching most of my peers get married and/or have kids of their own.

I seek a woman who has never had her first love and has never had any boyfriends before, especially from her youth.

I just recently was crushed. I went on a date with this girl (17) last weekend who met my criteria. We talked for a month online before meeting. The date only lasted a few hours and I wasn't her type. She ended our date, and not only did she not want to be friends but she cut me off completely.

A year before that, I traveled to see this 18 year old girl who also met my criteria and she didn't think I was her type either. We talked several months every day before we met. Sadly, she is now engaged to some new guy.

I feel like just giving up. I am tired of starting over. I feel it is already difficult to find a woman who meets my criteria as it is. I don't know what to do.

I always wanted to have a girlfriend, a wife, and a family of my own. I feel this will never be a reality.