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I'm from Cyprus (Turkish) and my boyfriend is from Italy.
My boyfriend has a white skin with dark brown hair and I have a light olive skin.
Recently, I have seen my boyfriend putting likes for posts like ( Italians don't look like Turkish, and Italians look more like North Europeans). He seems like to want to be far from my ethnicity or I felt like he got offended for being mistaken as turkish. I really cannot understand and I don't know how can I open this issue with him because it's just a like not something he posts. Does that mean he is racist toward my ethnicity and I shouldn't have dated him from the first place? Am i being sensitive?
He also talks about how bad ottomans were ! and how Turkish people invaded greece!
I'm really confused , and I don't understand what's going on in his mind. He says he loves me and he wants to marry me but?

I am a girl who did lots of self-care more specifically body care. I used natural stuff for my face, hair and body. My skin is oily and acne prone so I had to take extra care of that. I used to work out little. And double chin runs in my family so I was doing facial exercises and it was controlled.
So I had a major exam that would get me into college which required me to study a lot. So in order to focus on the exam, I decided to stop doing self care for about 2 months. As a result my face started getting more oily and filled with dirt and my face got covered with lot of pimples and black marks. And I gained belly fat due to my bad sitting posture. My double chin started to come out and face started to get a bit fat. I thought once my exam is over I would get back to my old ways.
So my exam got over a week ago. And I have all this free time now. I will start to go to college soon too. Maybe I am lazy or tired, but i don't wanna care about my body anymore. Ik no one would find me attractive and won't get asked out, but I don't think I would care that much. My family has been asking me to take care of myself. I don't know if I am just depressed but I am just laying around like a sloth eating junk food and checking my phone.