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I have never kissed a girl or done anything and the one time I did try the girl laughed at my attempt and said you never asked out a girl before or had a girlfriend huh. Besides that I'm 25 and this girl from my work asked men because my coworkers we're talking about dating and stuff, i couldn't lie because my friend would say something to be funny so I figured what's the point. One of the girls from the work called me weird and apparently now there must be something wrong with me, I usually don't let stuff like this bother me but this has been eating away at me ever since that happened, is it really weird and am I a loser for never having a girlfriend, I know a lot of people say no but on here I see where a lot of girls and guys say it honestly does matter and it sends up red flags or makes you look like you have no experience or have no desire from women because if you did you would have had a girlfriend, I'm conflicted and I honestly want to know how big of a deal this is considering I was already being judged by lack of experience in high school here I am at 25, so?

I'm 28 year old virgin and together with a very experienced woman (26).

I value sex very much and see it as the greatest form of love and would only engage in it with a person i truly love. I had 1 relationship before her but it didn't work out and when didn't do more than kissing (i didn't wanted to)
My girlfriend had a very colourful past with lots of ons, wfb and other things. I don't judge her past because i wasn't a part of it and she is with me now. I am her third boyfriend and the only who was longer than 6 months and her sexual partner is according to her 80+ (i didn't ask, she told me after i said im a virgin). She is a beautyful kind woman and i really like her.

But my question is: will she value the sex with me?

I somehow can't believe that she might enjoy the sex with me and feel it as special, i mean what is special at the 80+ dick you try. She had lots of sex with so many guys and why should be sex with me special when she has such a casual view on it and sees it as a purely physical act (she didn't tell me it but this is what i think, how could she see sex as love when she shared it with so many random strangers)

So is it possible that she will see it as something wonderful and special or not?

What about you experienced man and woman, do you consider the sex with your SO as special and is it different than casual sex. How does it feel for you having sex with your SO, do you look farward to it more than the moments you had casual sex?