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So refer to my other posts about her for context on our relationship between each other and dynamics etc. So I was checking my Instagram today which I do once a week to a few weeks and was in my messages section and noticed on the preview it changed from her reply back to me on a story she posted a few weeks ago to now saying “ this account can’t receive your..” so I checked in depth because I was like wtf this supposed to mean and turns out she had unfollowed me. I don't know if she been unfollowed me for awhile and she just changed her dm privacy settings or she literally just unfollowed me in the past week or so because last time I checked my messages about a week ago I didn’t notice it saying anything like that. Last time we interacted was a week ago through text and opened up to her about feeling really sad since it was the anniversary of my mom passing away and the girl is religious so she sent me multiple paragraphs of encouragement and Bible verses and had asked her if she needed prayer or anything and mentioned her pet recently passed away and was extremely sad so sent words of encouragement the next day and she didn’t reply. Was planning on giving her some space and check in on her next week but now I don't know if I want to or even if I should. Should I I play it cool for a few months when I return to her youth group and invite her out to catch up and stuff and then ask her about it?

Would you still want to date that huge crush of yours, knowing he/she became a pretty transgirl?

I think my brain is rotting beyond repair. Send help this way (please don't do that!). I must be coo coo nuts! Being normal sucks.