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So my first semester, i got caught up in this church called "ICC" (it's a cult, i left it months ago, don't go to it) and on my way to becoming a member, they wanted me to give money for offering, mission trips and expanding the ministry. However, I told them i had no job, my parents are pretty tight with their money and the only money i did get was only for lunch. They then told me that "Americans THINK they know what it means to be poor, but if you went across the world to poorer countries. You would realize you couldn't be any further from the truth. So all we're asking that you ask your parents for AT LEAST $5 a week. And when God blesses you with a job, you could give $10, $15 or even $20 a week". So eventually i found a way of getting money by taken a dollar a day out of my lunch to have $5. And i told them how i got the money and they told me that I was being prideful because I didn't ask for more money. It's not that i didn't want to give because i did. But i didn't think i could. Do you think i was being prideful?

About a month ago my parents started having me volunteer at this church doing community work on Saturdays. We're not a religious family, they just thought it was a good idea. Each Sat there are different groups of other volunteers there. Since it's a church next to a major Unit campus, there are lots of college girls who volunteer there. I admit, I've been a total cocky player with girls from the start, and am good at it too! Just saying. I always just play it real cool and act like I don't notice em. Several of the college church girls though, when they come in, they wear black tights, leggings. They're thick too😩... really cute. Combination of brunettes, a few blondes. I've tried on like...3 of em... not to notice, to play it off. A couple brunettes and a blonde. I try to ignore their looks... but it doesn't work on church college girls!😕My eyes go down, land on the big booty, then legs... and cuz they're thick and in black tights, my whole jaw drops as my eyes alternate between those 2 spots, damn that!😣When I look up to try to recover fast, I look up right at some brunette chick's cute face and she just stays poker faced so I can't break through it! I end up going uhhhh?😨😨and give up, but I'm mad as hell! I thought that church girls wouldn't be like this, wth? I can't win against that, UGH!😩