Search Results: confused by a crush

"I never told anyone this but I feel kind of sad because I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to be Christian but deep down inside of me i know that that's just because i want to fit in because it's the easier road where no one will judge me but it's just so hard to believe in because it makes no sense how can God have human needs, worship a higher being/ pray to himself? And if i join any other religion i'll just feel like an outsider and not being able to relate to anyone. So I'm basically just living without a religion because i don't know what to do but i feel so pressured by my family and everytime they make me go to church i just feel sad and confused I don't know what to do :("

there's this guy i like, and He doesn't like me back though, well not sure to be honest. And he does know that i like him

But well I've been recently telling him that i DONT like him anymore. I know this is confusing but i ACTUALLY still like him, i know its dumb to say that i don't like him anymore even though i still actually do, i only did that because i felt like he was playing me

(The first time i told him that i don't like him anymore) He was teasing me because i have a crush on him and i replied "haha but i don't have a crush on you anymore", when he saw it, it took him a minute to reply and said " oh ok"

(2nd time) he was still teasing me about it, but this time he teased me because i HAD a crush on him. I said "wahaha well still though i don't like you anymore" and he said "actually i have an crush on you"
me- what? really?
reaaaally? I don't believe you
him- its true
me- are you serious or are you just joking me?
him- im serious
me- Then since when have you been crushing on me? I still don't believe you.
(he read it and didn't reply a few minutes and went offline, and a few minutes later he went online again)
Him- im serious, ever since we started getting close in chat
me- wow im shookt
( after 3 minutes i was typing by then but he suddenly replied-
him- joke hahahaha
me- HAHAHA
i knew it😂

He talks to me everyday at chat and he usually is the one who chats me first, but well i don't know why he stopped doing that. It has been a few days since we chat. And we go to the same school and i noticed that he has been avoiding me and ignoring me, we don't talk in personal though. actually he jokes to most girls that he likes them but he still talks to them, but I don't know why he stopped talking to me after him joking that he has an crush on me.

Oh, and by the way again. he used to always try to grab my attention, frequent eye contact, etc but now since i told him that i dont like him anymore welllll he isn't doing those stuff now, he's now avoiding and ignoring me.