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I've done it three times, while I'm not proud of it, I'm not entirely ashamed of it either. I've never been on a date in my life and I've always felt a sense of inferiority over others because of it. This often leaves me feeling that there's no point in trying because I know damn well no girl will date me when the world is full of men who are objectively better than me in every way. So I hired an escort, she was very nice to me and I enjoyed both her company and the sex. I wanted to see her again, so a few weeks later, I met up with her again, the connection was more deep and beyond just a business arrangement, but I eventually came to terms with the fact that it wasn't going anywhere outside of appointments. After many months, I decided to give dating another try, only to get stood up 11 times which kept my streak of never being on a date alive. So I hired another escort and she gave quite terrible service. I'm falling back into the abyss very quickly and it's only a matter of time before I hire another one because admittedly, there's no other way for any woman to want to do anything with me. I have people who love me unconditionally, there's people I'm always there for in their darkest days, but they can't be there for me during mine. What do you think of people who hire escorts?

Towards the end of last year, I was talking to a girl I thought was very special. We got along very well and we're both looking to move on after long term breakups.
She said we were at the point that she wanted to spend her break off school with me and if things went well, introduce me to her family.
But shortly into everything, she said she wasn't as ready as she thought she was. She said I was such a nice guy and the best person she had ever met, but asked for some time to accept her breakup. The guy basically said he was unwilling to travel be because he could get laid where he was at. Despite them being together for 2 years
But she just kept pushing me away over the next two months and she was being down right cruel in my opinion. So a few weeks ago, I deleted her off social media and deleted her number. I haven't heard from her since.
Did she even care?