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So this guy and I had met a few times before and then stopped talking for some months. Then one day he texts me and asks me to meet him but I keep delaying it. This went on for about 8-9 months, he would mostly be the one to initiate conversations, and then two months ago he was really begging me to meet him but I said I’m busy and then I left him on read for 2 months. After that when I started a convo recently he said he is seeing someone else now casually and not hooking up with other people (I have a feeling he said that to make me jealous) but even tho I was mad after hearing that I told him even I’m seeing someone but I wouldn’t mind meeting you. To which he replied “Yeah I really want to see you. You didn’t meet for so long, else wouldn’t have seen anyone else. But let’s go for a drive or something?”
and now we have plans to meet and he seems very excited but it’s really messing with my head cause I still like him and I don’t want him to see other girls.

I have been talking to a guy for the last 2 years. I have known him my whole life as his mum is friends with my nan. In the last 2 years we have just gone round in circles, and still aren't official despite him being keen to tell me how much he has liked me since we were kids. There is always a different reason when I bring it up and it feels like he is playing me. It was his birthday yesterday and I surprised him with presents and afterwards he said "I want to make it official by Christmas". If he wanted it that back surely he could just ask there and then. Seems like he keeps putting it back and back. He also puts in very little effort until I am showing interest in someone else, then he makes me feel guilty with how "loyal" he is. Just can't wait around like this forever not knowing where I stand but feeling guilty for trying to move on.