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Here, my story:

Age 5-6 :
I always wished that I was born a boy, because I wanted to marry a girl and not a boy. Later on I embraced being a female, because it also had its advantages.

Age 8-9:
I had a huge crush on a girl. Even though I didn't refer to it as a "crush" (because I was told that this was something you have on a boy and not a girl), I described it as one. I also had "boyfriends", but the feeling towards them was way different.

Age 10:
I dreamed all day long about girls. That was when I started to get sexual feelings about them. I knew that I felt like the boys in my class, but I didn't tell anyone. My male classmates talked about boobs the whole day long, my female friends called those body parts "gross". And of course, I didn't want to make me unpopular.

Age 11-12:
I noticed that I hated the sexual attention of boys. I started wearing huge sweaters to cover my curves, so that they saw me as a friend, just like I wanted them to. That was also the time, where everybody was in love with a certain, male celebrity. I was the only girl that couldn't figure out what was so "attractive" about him. I hang a poster on the wall of my bedroom and twice a day I sat in front of it and told myself "I find you attractive! You are hot" and I tried to find beautiful things on him and tried to focus on it.

Age almost 14:
My best friend asked me if I was a lesbian, because I was not interested in guys at all. Of course I said no, because I never thought of me as a lesbian. I knew that I was attracted to girls and I knew that I had no attraction toward guys, but I didn't like the term "lesbian" because I knew that lesbians were not the majority and that would prevent me from "fitting in" which was my most important goal at that time.

Age 15: I had a boyfriend. I never had feelings for him, I tried to force myself to like him, it never worked. The only thing w

I'm 21 years old and have REAALLLY big boobs, I hate them they're heavy so naturally they aren't perky.. like a 21 year old woman's breasts should be!
I'm considering a breast reduction which is all well and good, but I don't know if I can deal looking like Frankenstein's monster for the rest of my life!! :/

Would it be a massive turn off for men if a woman has surgical scars on her boobs? I mean I also have stretch marks on my stomach so I ain't so pretty at the moment either.. I'm just scared of adding more unsightly bits to myself!

Also If any women have gone through with the surgery themselves let me know your thoughts thanks :)