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I saw this guy for a 1 year and a few months. It was really just an agreement between us two to hook up because we were so attracted towards each other. He is a super hot and I'm pretty sure he found me attractive too. So in this year on Valentine's day he confessed how he feels about me and generally just stated that he feels like we grew super close and that i have become best friend and that he doesn't wanna lose me and he always tells me how he adores me and appreciate my friendship. So I never really thought I would fall inlove with him but after he confessed I really didn't know that I would fall for him but I kept things light as usual. He texts me every single day to ask what I'm doing , how was my day and we would really have deep conversations and would chat about anything. Recently his Granma passed away and he texted me telling and told me how he misses her and when the funeral was and all that. I just showed my sympathy and condolencences to him he says that we should be each other's calmness and speak to each other whenever we feeling down and be positive towards each other. I still stayed inc with him because I was trying to end this thing because I felt way more for him and I know we could never be something more. I actually generally feel for this guy and I did tell him that I can't see him anymore because this isn't fun anymore. So I decided to end things last night through text and all he could tell me was that he apologized for how things worked out. He told me that i should always remember that he will always care for me and I'll always be in his thoughts and so I told him to block me and he did. He also states that he loves me and I should be careful out here. I was really crying my eyes out last night because I know I won't be seeing him anymore, I mean I could anytime if I wanted to but I refuse to go back cause I'm fed up of this friends with benefits.

We all know (or at least should know) that "white" or "white" women is/are the standard of beauty in society for some odd reason. I say white only because other features like a Roman nose, straight hair, colored eyes aren't exclusive to the usual western idea of beauty.

I can't tell how I look to others or if it's genuine, whether I'm universally attractive (attractive to a large group/various groups of people with different beauty standards) or just ugly.

Of course I've had the occasional people that don't find me attractive.

I've noticed hostility from girls that I've worked with. The same that I've noticed from family growing up. Girls that will lie, act funny, make smart comments or avoid me for no apparent reason.

Then there's guys that I hear say I'm pretty or compliment me but it seems like guys compliment even the most sub par women just to get sex.

I've worked with guys where I knew they found me attractive and tried to be friendly for one thing.

I've had a customer come into a store I worked at and called me pretty. At the same place my coworkers (all male) were super nice and would act weird in a good way or compliment me. One told me a supervisor from the other store that came to help was on the phone with a guy from his store and said "there's this cute black girl that works here"

I apparently don't look like Megan fox or madison beer. Nor do I look like Lauren London or Megan good.

I've never had guys ask me out on a genuine date to get to know me for me. Maybe it's just this generation. I worked at a call center & a few guys in my training class tried to hit on me or they'd just stare.

I've also heard negative comments from men and it was usually when I was dressed up going out and it'd be something like "she thinks she's a superstar" "she just wants attention " petty things like that.

The negative experiences are what sticks with me and makes me think maybe I'm not so pretty.