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I got to a school for my dental care. I have a crush on my main student Dentist. Her name is Amanda in her senior year. For a second tooth cleaning she introduces me to this random girl named Kelly whom I've never met.

Kelly is just finishing her licensing exam. This is my 2nd tooth cleaning. She never utters a word to me before or after the procedure. Just jokes with her classmates. I am ignored. Very different than Amanda...

Up to that random day I was under the care of Amanda. It seemed in several appointments we got to know each other quickly. One time I was high on Nitrus and I said weird stuff. I think I might have implied I was usually "took my time" in bed? I made some mention of having a teddy bear, playing violin, and liking history.

Afterward she mentions she likes archaeology. She is flicking her hair. I asked her to call my office for scheduling because before she had been calling my cell phone. She flips out her cell phone. I am still high as a kite but add my number. I then call her 20 minutes later saying I put in my cell number (she already had this) instead of my office number. She asks, "Is it okay if I call this number?" I told her it was okay but during office hours I have my cell phone off. She called me only once at my office number. But instead kept calling me at my cell phone number either after work or in the morning before my first tooth cleaning appointment. She said she will "tag" along to assist at the 7am appointment.

By the time I get to my 1st tooth cleaning I apologize during prep for comments while high. Instead she ignores this and starts talking about her family, interests, etc.. Then she tells me she played violin as a girl. Gets deep into discussion about her fears. By the time the guy student cleaning my teeth comes he looks at us weird as we both start talking about a tv show.

Afterwards. She says goodbye. stares at my shoulders, then touches my arm. Next day she greets me at 7am even though She didn't need to be there!

Trying to Keep this short
1. I liked this girl (not romantically).
2. Our awkward relationship strained when I asked for her number she never gave and apologised for giving her the creeps.
3. To make things worse I wanted to make it up to her, so I sent her a wallet that I know she was looking for online, I found a very cheap deal so I sent to her anonymously.
5. I didn't have any track on the item, so I had to ask her. She was surprised and asked why I sent it and I really didn’t have to do this. I went apologetic again, and told I just wanted to give her she can use, I sent it anonymously (?) because I didn't want her to feel that I am trying to buy her attention and make her feel obligated. So I requested her to block me out from her account.
6. She was surprised why I would ask that? and she liked the gift, she just never assumed I would send her anything.
7. We stopped talking after that, we can still see each other on social media. She stopped liking my posts except for the ones that are related to love and life.
8. Now whenever we bump into each in person in real life, we still say hi to each other, and she posts really sad or motivational things on her social media, just after a few hours.

Are those meant for me? Should I care? Am I over thinking?

I go to a university for my dental procedures where students give dental care at a cheaper price. My dentist is a girl in her final year of dentistry school and I have a HUGE secret crush on her.

Today, I was under "Laughing Gas" & The girl... let's just call her Rachel... was giving me some shots and doing a procedure and she had a female student dentist in her second year assisting her.

My Dentist said, "It took you awhile for the laughing gas to kick in. The numbing medicine too." I nodded my head. "It takes awhile for you."

I was sitting there high as a kite and I said, "Yeah, it takes me awhile for everything... uhm. Not everything... some things.. sometimes..."

They turned and looked at each other. I couldn't tell if they were giggling or not. Afterward, I told her that she did good and gave her a high five. I also told her that she was smart and had a passion for what she does. Then she kind of look at me strangely and flicked her hair. The vibe was odd. It seems that there was a closeness but I can't tell if it was because I was high or not you know?

Side note... She made some comment about how she didn't like the history of medicine part of her dentistry courses. I told her that I loved history... then the conversation somehow turned into a joke about getting a big teddy bear for not being scared during the operation. I told her, "When I was a little kid I had a big teddy bear.." She laughed and asked what it was named, "Teddy" I said. Then she laughed and said, "You could have named it Theodore." So I told her, "That is a good name. LIke Theodore Roosevelt." Then after the operation for some strange reason she apologized at the desk for not liking history class. Then she tried to tell me that she liked Anthropology though. Why was she apologizing you know? It seemed like trying to impress me..