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Last night, I broke up with my boyfriend last night because I told him I still have trust issues and so I keep thinking he's cheating/talking to other girls
And so I felt like there's no point in being in a relationship with someone I don't trust
I said "I love you but I don't trust you, so I have to let you go"
I cried and he hugged me
He said "its okay, do what you gotta do, hope you find that right guy that you will trust, sometimes you gotta let someone you love go, but I will miss you"
And then I left and blocked him on all social media

Then this morning, he sent me an angry message saying this:
"Hey this is last message, but I wanted to say that... I can't believe you never trusted me, we have been together for over 2 years, all women are the same, always treat guys like shit, I tried to be a changed man, I did all the right things for you, I never cheated on you but you still never trusted me, so Im going to go back to my old f**kboy ways now, I already set up a date for that girl that likes me, and I'm probably going to f**k her tonight, I thought you were different to all the girls I've dated but I guess I was wrong, I really loved you, I can't love anyone else after you, so I'm just going to treat girls like shit, I don't give a shit anymore, so have a good life"

Im confused
Why would he send me an angry message when last night he hugged me when I was crying and saying its okay?
What the fluck? :\

okay guys, so I know that being a sugar baby is morally wrong and it's not the best way to make money but I'm jobless and right now if I had a job I wouldn't be able to afford bus fare for the first two weeks. With the little amount of money I have in going to the dentist but I really can't afford to even have transportation to work, school or college... If I did I wouldn't be considering looking for a sugar daddy to date. I had the offer from guys before and I turned it down because I always wanted to be self made and not dependent on other people but I wish I took it because how shitty does your life have to be that you can't even afford fucking bus passes for a week? If I date a rich guy I can be his girlfriend, we can travel together and he will love me just for being me. I know that I want to the girlfriend of s rich guy and I'm constantly worried about not pretty enough since I can't afford to buy makeup and most of my nice clothes are hand me downs from my older sister... I don't have no one to turn to and I feel stuck... Plus I'm so lonely all the I actually started talking to dogs like they are human. Is it wrong for me to try to find a sugar daddy and date one just because I'm broke, lonely and depressed?