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I'm 19 she's 17. may not be in order

- I recently developed feelings for one of my closest female friends and she replied "Idk, not really tryna do anything since i just broke up". (she got out of her first serious EVER relationship a month ago) Week later we got drunk and made out, she told me she doesn't regret the making out
- One time we were discussing drama about her and her best friend, and she said randomly: "I know ill always be friends with her, just like you and me. not saying we would never date or anything though"
- Everytime I bring up dating she keeps saying "I dont know". I eventually confronted her and said "Listen I promise things won't be awkward between us, i just want an honest answer. do you not like me like that?" and she replied "I'm telling the truth, its not that. its just that i dont know. i just can't commit right now"
- One weekend we got into a HUGE argument and didn't talk for 5 days. The next time we hung out I said "I bet i killed our chances of dating" and she replied "Eh probably not"
- One time i told her "You are so confusing. most girls just say any polite rejection" then i told her "You must feel something for me? you won't reject me for some reason" and she replied "i think you're over analyzing. i dont know what the future holds. if we date, then awesome. if not, then oh well. i just go with the flow in life"
- I noticed she doesn't really respond to my flirting either in person or text. She kinda just goes "oh okay". I then texted her one day (in regards to that) "Lately I just feel like I'm putting in a lot of effort for someone that's not really acknowledging my feelings at all" and she replied "At the moment yes. I acknowledge your feelings but I don't want anything right now"

I know i bugged her a little too much, i actually apologized to her for all the bugging pretty recently. So my questions are why does she kinda shrug off my flirting? And do i have a chance? some of the things she said make it seem like i do

We're both 18
I'm crazy and I really need advice

Been best friends with her for about a year. she just got out of a relationship, her first serious major one ever. She STILL mopes and thinks about it from time to time.

I told her i recently developed feelings, she replied "Idk, not really tryna do anything since i just broke up". Week later we got drunk and made out, she told me she doesn't regret it

Another time we were talking about drama with her friend, and she said randomly: "I know ill always be friends with her, just like you and me. not saying we would never date or anything though"

Later I ask in a more upfront way about dating, she replies "I dont know". After a couple more times of asking, and giving it more time, I confronted her "Listen I promise things won't be awkward between us, i just want an honest answer. do you not like me like that?" and she replied "I'm telling the truth, i really dont know. i just can't commit right now"

I decided to stop bringing it up. We continued to hang as normal, i noticed she seems to feel hesitant about wanting to make out or cuddle again? One weekend we got into a HUGE argument and didn't talk for 5 days. The next time we hung out I said "I bet i killed our chances of dating" and she replied "Eh probably not"

. Anyway the last time we hung out i told her "You are so confusing. most girls just say any polite rejection" then i told her "You must feel something for me? you won't reject me for some reason" and she replied "i think you're over analyzing. i dont know what the future holds. if we date, then awesome. if not, then oh well. i just go with the flow in life"

Night after we last hung out, i texted her
Me: "Lately I just feel like I'm putting in a lot of effort for someone that's not really acknowledging my feelings at all"
Her: Okay
Me: Thats all you have to say?
Her: At the moment yes. I acknowledge your feelings but I don't want anything right now

This girl is seriously VERY neutral and I don't know what to do