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I was in a relationship , that relationship was toxic but additive too.. It ended because he was cheating on me. I was not able to move on from that but luckily i got a frnd (a random frnd or we can say stranger ) he had also suffered from same problem and thats why he was able to help me in move on from that relationship moments... After that he proposed me not for relationship but for being his partner for life... truly speaking he is not at all good in looks but i like him by his heart and the way he loves , respect and care for me which was totally missing in my relationship.. so I don't know why i said yes just because he loves me (i dont). Then we was together and he was the one who does not want anything from me neither money or physical things.. in my past relationship that boy was forcing me for money (gifts) and for physical too... So i got a perfect guy who loves me a lot... But then my frnds fam my sis , no one was in favour of this relationship and because of his looks and no confidence no one likes him and was not giving respect to him... Then i just stop talking with him and on his bday too i was destroy his bday because of a fight then whenever i feel like i call him but many and actually most of the time i dont pick up his phn.. then also he was same with me.. and now also he just say this to me that he will Marry me only and no one can take my place in his life... I dont know why he is doing so , what he really wants from me... Or is it true love? Let me tell you this also that he is a big lier and he has lied many times.. like about his financial things and some stupid stories which was not true and i always get to know when he is lying...

Now the main thing is this, that i want know is it true love or not.. should i wait and watch him like the way i am doing or i will loose true love? Should i talk to him and be with him or just watch him?

The guy I'm in a sexual relation with told me that he 'almost bought me something' so he asked when is my birthday.

As I've told him that we can see each other for only one last time because I want to. I want to move on to better relationships etc this was just a sex vibe. He tells me that :'I never buy you something nice when is your birthday?' so I'm like no you don't have to. I told him to keep whatever it is he wants to do for me because I feel like he is being very manipulative or I don't know what his trying. He always ask me :'Dont you wanna stay with me until you found the one?' he asked me this tonight aswell. So based on what he was asking me I can see his not genuine or doesn't see me as anything more but he keeps telling me he almost bought me something. And he says even though we gonna do it for one last time he will still buy the gift.

I'm wondering guys? Girls? We have been seeing each other for almost two years now. He tells me he is sorry for the other years he missed. But he feels like he wants to buy me something this year.

Thoughts. Opinions?