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My stepdad is a radical Christian and usually a very bigoted person. Even though he doesn't act the part, he sometimes can be racist as well. Not in the classical sense like the Nazis or the Klansmen, but he's still pretty racist. He doesn't believe people make mistakes and he is almost completely anti-science. He thinks our generation is easily triggered, but he is easily triggered by scientific facts such as "humans are (social) animals." He claims to be a centrist (read: he's a centrist in name only), when literally THE ONLY left-wing thing he agrees with is on vaccination, and even then he is abhorrently anti-Gavin Newsom. His personality reminds me a lot like Donald Trump's, but with the dementia of Joe Biden's (not that I support either "president;" they're both fascist clowns).

In addition, my mom is a closed-minded idiot. She is at least tolerant of racial and sexual minorities, akin to Joe Biden and Kamala Harris. Not as bad as my stepdad, nor a staunch conservative (in my opinion she's a right-leaning moderate libertarian and capitalist based on her talking points; moderately anti-Democrat though, rather than staunchly like my stepdad), but still a very bad person. She has a neo-Koch-brotherist personality, she literally said she doesn't want me getting a job (especially as a cashier, when literally THAT is the only type of job that is looking to hire me) and thinks that my cons outweigh my pros. In other words, my mom doesn't support me like she says she "does." She worries about my SSI, and she doesn't want me to be ahead of my 21-22yo peers (and slightly younger, 18-20yo friends).

Had it not been for my stepdad, I would never have written those stupid racist social media posts and made unsolicited sexual remarks to girls in my teens, nor would I even have said the N-word in the 9th grade. I hear that word with a hard 'er' occasionally coming out of my brother's mouth. My stepdad is more tolerant of the N-word than he is of "freaking!"

For the first time I will reveal her real name. The girl that I sometimes called "Emily" in my previous G@G questions is actually Kendall. We've talked occasionally since September, and even more often since May.

actually I missed her calls then i did call her, we conversated a little, she introduced "Shelby" then we talked too in the same video call then Kendall said they're eating

yesterday KENDA left me on delivered for a few hours so i left her on read for about 14 hours only for her to respond then we snapped a few times then she left me on delivered for 6+ hours only to get two missed calls from her

Kendall surprised me with two guys.. one of them Aiden and especially the other guy (Alex).. she sent me a snap and it was just a snap of a blonde guy (Alex) he looks either 17 or 18 it wasn't even a girl. She hangs with two girls as well, usually one at a time.

she never said we were boyfriend and girlfriend HOWEVER she just i was cute, sexy and said she likes me.. so she was indirectly saying she was in love with me

i ran outta responses to say to kendall so i got some ideas and even brought up my own ideas from my other friends —mind you, it's both guys and girls
she left a group chat of mine after she came over to it filled with some religious paleoconservatives, her and her female friend were literally online fighting my conservative friends.. which i wasn't expecting a true friend to do. her snap score is almost 1.5 million and she snaps to people like 1000 times a day and i snap less than 100 a day