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So my boyfriend is a nurse. Big and buff with muscles but has started to gain weight so its half muscle half fat (which I love). I'm almost done with nursing school. And I'm like cubby but sexy curvy LOL I dont have insecurities. I use to but it has taken soooo much time to realize my self beautiful.

My dilemma: I'm in this 6 Month relationship with a guy who checks almost everything off my list. Which is hard to find and I know no one is perfect but to me he is... I feel like... I'm giving 100% and I'm getting back 20% because of this lack of feedback I am starting to feel insecure again and this is a feeling I have been trying to get out for years. He is ideal perfect but he is also lacking in the loving factor. I have talked to him about this multiple times in person and he said he's just scared to show emotion... but the more he doesn't the more I wanna leave. Maybe I'm officially back into being insecure but when I see him at work texting or when I dont get any emotional feedback I feel like I am not his everything. i also feel like he could be texting someone else but he isn't that type of person I just always catch myself in an emotional wreck begging for some type of emotional response. What should I do. ?

I’m 19 and he is 23. I workout an hour everyday, and I do cardio, and i am very worried about my look. I always hear that im pretty, and I’m not really superficial, because I am very in love with my boyfriend despite that I didn’t found him attractive when I meet him, but I fall in love with his personality. The problem is that he is very lazy, and very skinny. I noticed these days that he have a really good face feature and that if he gain weight and do workout with me, he will become very attractive, but he prefer spending his free time reading manga, watching anime, playing video games, and eating nothing else than pasta. I love watching anime too, but I also spend time for my apparence, I think it’s unfair that he doesn’t take care of his look, since I suffer everyday to stay attractive for him, because I know that he really like the fact that I’m pretty. I told him that I can too eat whatever I want and stay in my bed doing nothing else than watching anime no matter if i became ugly. It’s true that he is the main reason that I want to stay attractive, because he always complimente me about my look, and he like hearing from the others how lucky he is to date a sexy girl like me. look isn’t everything and I don’t ask him to be a model, but just to gain some weight! I just want him to eat something that will help him gain weight, and workout with me sometimes, so he will have muscles , because I think that gaining weight is a way easier than eating less food the way I do. Right?