Search Results: dreams that feel real

• Today's Males Don't Value Traditional Women

Sure there are likely good men out there who want to be the sole provider and leader of his household and wife. But most males I come across even just in daily life are debauch and severely lacking in morals but full of pride and entitlement. They speak it. I am not simply inferring. I have to overhear the nonsense.

I have been told to get with the times and start fornicating and cheating. My dream of becoming a housewife mother is ridiculed by such males despite my never asking their opinion. Of course the advice to be a manwhore and fornicate as much as possible is never ridiculed, its revered.

• Job Searching Makes me feel Useless

I am college-educated. Yet still can't find a job that is appropriate. I am not educated in a lucrative field like nursing or technology. So I feel pretty useless when I see how unqualified I am for many jobs. I also am not a man so physical labor is not a path for me. My realistic options are retail (it doesn't require as much physical effort as cooking), which I am in now and blessed to get enough hours to survive off of, or stripping/exotic dancing (if worse comes to worse, this is one of the choices i can make).

Even secretary jobs dont seem to be interested in calling me.

My real skills and ability lies in being a mother and wife and taking care of the home. Of course, these skills are not valued by most men of today (such men only value whoredom and being a man-child stuck in adolescence as LONG AS THEY POSSIBLE CAN BE),. In the job market, appropriate cleaning and cooking jobs tend to go to immigrants and/or are very underpaid. Since I support myself and have nobody to lean on, I need a decent paying job.

So my point is... I feel useless. And I don't like that.