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I think it would be sweet to tell her that I love her in the Christmas card that I’ve been making for her. I already told her that I’m interested in her months ago, but I realized that I have more, than a crush for her. I did try moving on several times, but my crush would always be on my mind. She makes the bad days that I have good, whenever I’m around her and talking to her. Also, she brings out the best in me and makes me want to succeed in life. I can’t say that about anyone else I liked in the past, not even my ex-girlfriend. We have a lot of the same interest and have things in common with each other other, even personal things in common. She’s good for me! I’m confident saying that. Although, she’s 19 years old. Does an age gap matter to girls that young? She’s never gotten this much attention from a guy before and has never been in a relationship before.

I have been rather depressed, stressed, and engulfed in fear over these past several years. It has consumed me and has weighed heavily on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. My wish is to have a woman who has never had her first love before. I seek one that has never formed romantic bonds with guys before me. I seek a woman that has not only never made love with a guy before, but also one that is also a virgin in her heart, meaning she has not been in love with a guy, especially during her youth (like college age or younger).

I found an 18 year old girl like that last year. She was a devout Catholic, sheltered, and was homeschooled her entire life. She never had a male friend before she met me. Sadly, when I went to meet her for the first time in person, she told me I wasn't her type. I was crushed.