Do you honestly think my one and only wish will ever come true?

[Inthecraphole]

I have been rather depressed, stressed, and engulfed in fear over these past several years. It has consumed me and has weighed heavily on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. My wish is to have a woman who has never had her first love before. I seek one that has never formed romantic bonds with guys before me. I seek a woman that has not only never made love with a guy before, but also one that is also a virgin in her heart, meaning she has not been in love with a guy, especially during her youth (like college age or younger).

I found an 18 year old girl like that last year. She was a devout Catholic, sheltered, and was homeschooled her entire life. She never had a male friend before she met me. Sadly, when I went to meet her for the first time in person, she told me I wasn't her type. I was crushed.

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[SnakeBoop]

Very easy to achieve if thats what you really value is the label of virginity over what could be the person woman for you. But I guess with your views, they wouldn't be the perfect person if they didn't have the labels. But yeah, thats more than findable.

[Inthecraphole]

I am not talking about just a sexual virgin. I am seeking a woman who has never had her first love, period. I want me and a woman to be each other's first loves.

[SnakeBoop]

yes. again, pretty easy to achieve.

[SnakeBoop]

but just be careful going for younger girls as you do come off like a predator and that you want them like that to be easily manipulated.

[Inthecraphole]

Thank you very much!