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Im 21... It's summer and I have a lot of free time. I've also been very stressed with life in general. I think a lot, and I find myself quite numbed to life. Maybe it's existential crisis like, but I don't have any passions or find life that meaningful or what I do as fulfilling. I go to school for psych. I'm starting ballet lessons in a week. But I feel so empty with life. Every attempt at a relationship I have fails. I'm highly introverted.

Anyways, with my time... I literally get in my car and go for drives.. Anywhere from one to 3 hours. I listen to music and zone out. It allows me to stay away from whatever reality I need to face (maybe?) and I just love driving. I'm going somewhere and seeing things and listening to music... And it just feels good. My parents find it concerning and think I'm wasting a lot of money doing so. Not to mention the mileage on the car has skyrocketed since I've been home from school. I can't stop though. I try to, each day, and I just find myself needing to get in my car and go. Like I can't sit still. A need to escape all the time. I can't watch tv at all anymore. I can't finish anything I start. Most of the time, I just listen to music, drive, talk to guys, hope it goes somewhere (they never do), and then sleep and eat. I exercise (run) a lot too. Is this concerning? Do I need help? Is it a desire to travel? Is it discontent and boredome with my life, escaping from reality?

just curious and wanted to hear from men's perspective. Im still looking for a mentally stable guy to be in a long-term, sexually healthy, relatively monogomous relationship with. But I feel apathetic about men cheating since most do anyway. (Im not being negative or mean, just stating reality) Having been cheated on many times before. After thinking about it I came to realize a lot of guys really get TURNED on and enjoy women who'll put up a fight for fidelity and faithfulness in their relationship. It adds a certain element of risk to the whole dating process for men to cheat and get away with it. They feel like they are being shackled by this torturous creature (woman) and need to escape her deathly grips even though they initially wanted her so badly. So I'm curious.. if girls and girlfriends stopped putting up such a resistance about cheating would men still feel the desire to cheat? OR am I completely off, do men HATE women that don't care and avoid them and not enter into relationships with them.